Is there faithful frens on earth???y didn't i meet one?

13/01/2011!!!

2011-01-13T21:01:00.002+08:00

Oh dear! i got to confess that i really ate a lot lately!! @_@
im getting fatter each day other than another way round. Its like so far away from my dream goal. Today, i ate beehoon noodle with 3 fried stuffs, chicken cutlet, 2 pieces of chicken and worst, i drank pearl milk tea!!! ALL FRIED + MILK TEA = GG! O_O

This semester is really a challenge to me. Hell loads of projects and assignments!!! The worst part is i didnt even do well in any of them!@_@!
im like feeling the stress now. This is the only time when i really feel very, very stress! ):

i wore my "smiley face" shirt and my leather jacket today. i love it man... The smiley face brightens up my day! >_3
Cus its so cute and especially it is YELLOW!!! ((:

i saw my EYE-CANDY today! As usual, HANDSOME!! (>_<)
Today is a good day but tomorrow shall be a better day man! ^_3 HAHA!

My "crying" day...

2011-01-11T20:02:00.003+08:00

Before i start doing my CDS's journal, i feel like blogging first!!!
I started off my day today with a boring lesson, ASP.NET(which is on programming, about C#).
We got a lab test today! Although i got the book with most of the codes, but i cant figure out how to do the test!): Seriously, it was really depressing. There were many things in the module that im very weak in. The lecturer was right that i didnt even know the basic of it!! However, i felt that the lecturer should not said it in front of students!!! ):
i really dun want to retake the module sia! Its alr very boring plus the lecturer dun even know how to teach can! Hais...

i ate alot today sia! Ate beef burger, thai chicken rice, fish n chips and two chicken wings!!! =]
i hope tomorrow will be a better day for me!
"HUITING! its alr the 11th day! What have you done to make yourself better?
So... Wake up, wake up!!!"

The first post of 2011!!!

2011-01-09T14:50:00.003+08:00

Suddenly feel like blogging again!((: Initially wanted to change a brand new blog for a fresh start but i still love this skin the best!!!HAHA!

There are so many things that happened in year 2010, the ups and the downs moments!! i felt as if i had again wasted another year and im getting older each year by! i should be more mature in thinking and the way i behave.

The new resolutions for 2011 is... ...
1) Lose weight!
2) Be more Christ-like and adult-like!
3) Get rid of all my bad habits!

Its had been 9 days away from the start of the year, so far it had been fully-utilized!
Ever since the start of school, projects upon projects and plus the eguide program had been making me busy and making up the fullness of whole day!!! Its awesome!!<3

Now, im like stuck at home to do my CDS project! The worst thing is i do not know how to start with it!! ):
Oh please God! I need some inspirations!!! ((:

Jiayou everyone and God bless you!!!^^

MQ!! i found the song that i think is nice(:

2009-11-02T22:52:00.001+08:00

Videos of the day(:

2009-11-01T14:56:00.003+08:00

Moody but hope i'm just PMS-ing!

2009-10-31T19:44:00.004+08:00

Oh dear.. Haven been posting, guess for mths. Yea and miss out so much things to share..=/

hmm.. i really dunno why i'm feeling so moody since yesterday.(Girls, i apologize for my anti-participation yesterday!) Thinking so much really doesn't help at all! Perhaps, all things happened at e same time and yea,i'm feeling frustrated. i guess this time worst cus i even felt so tired to do anything,even hope i was a dead person and i kept thinking i'm so useless..=/ Ha..am i emo-ing or just feeling moody? Even myself, can't give an exact answer to this qns. i even tried to watch whatever youtube videos(commercial) to cheer myself up like i always do when i'm down. But yet,i'm not feeling any better. Duh! i really need to thank 2 persons who really talked to me and listen to me, even understand what i'm going thru. Without their encouragements,i guess i will still be like a mud.... ... Yet,i know it's not God's fault. God understands what i'm going through and this is also bits and parcels of my life that i will be going thru(: Stay strong and guard your heart and mind, huiting!(:

Oh yea, i think i'm joining frisbee as cca.Still thinking about it tho...As it would my 1st sport cca in my life! However,i'm becoming fatter and fatter so joining sports cca would be the best choice afterall and of cus my devotion of 1hr of "anyhow" dance too(:

Exams were FINALLY over~

2009-08-24T22:24:00.008+08:00

i had found back my love and passion! Able to communicate le! i guess my previous post is damn emo can..lol!That day was really break down man!.. Nevermind..Recharged and should keep moving on..Pastor Kong was indeed awesome! Thank God for blessing us such an awesome pastor to teach us the word of God.Each msg just impacted into people's lives..
Yays! Exams are finally over! Although it was not really good but thank God for the strength last night! As i only started studying at 2300 to 0630 at mac with wenting and her fren...It was damn tiring!But thank God i survived thru and learnt more than what i expected.HA!Hmm..directly after exam today,went to meet alicia.Really had a great day with her..Thank God!She is really a great fren.i'm so blessed to know her!(: Bought a spectacle for $2 at daiso!SUPER cheap can.haha! Thank God for the day!(: Thank God for all the friendships and kinships!(:
Before i go,here are some photos that i like recently:

I'm letting go n letting God(:

2009-08-18T21:12:00.000+08:00

Thinking back,i guess i'm really DUMB,real stupid!..Thinking so much yet never act upon it?Is it sth wrong with me?=X i knew it all along that i had been cheating on myself,trying to salvage sth that is not going to work out. Hopping ard,trying to communicate BUT what abt times when i didn't start talking first?i hate it when you treat me as an invisible!I hate it when you dun even care!I'm a human,i admit i'm emotional! Many times.. i just kept quiet and keep it deep down in my heart.BUT i guess everyone has a limit?Do u even know so many times i even wanted to be alone than with u? HA! I think u dun even care. Many times, i just tell myself,"it's ok" and i really appreciate that at least i have a kid to talk to...Seriously,i rather talk a kid that talk to u man! Why is it everytime only when things happen then u started caring? Where does the caring system goes to?...Everytime after *******, i look around and do u know how much i yearned for someone to come forward and talk to me?Even just a pat will do...It can meant alot to me,REALLY!(:
To Meiqi:
i really really miss the times when we serve the Lord tgt! All the ups and downs that we went thru! You are always there by my side!(: Every now and then,i just can't stop thinking abt the times that we are tgt!The tears and laughters we had tgt. HA!Sia lah,i sounded as if we were married.LOL!Hmm,without u,i will really dunno what to do man.Maybe have depression?MUAHAHA! kidding.All i wanna say is "Thank You,laopo!" Let's jiayou tgt man!(:

A moment of confession?

2009-08-15T19:01:00.002+08:00

MUAHAHA! Ytd directly after CG, suddenly had an urge to meet meiqi.So i just msg-ed her and didn't knew her cg was at simei and purely coincidental,my cg was at tampines! LOL! Out of the blue moon,Teresa wanted to go Jalan Kayu to eat our "so-called supper"! It was damn abnormal can? She normally wun go somewhere so far from her hse sia!HAHAH!Nvm..Maybe sacrificed for fellowshipping. Hmm, Then end up me,meiqi,ben and teresa went there to eat tgt! We chatted all the way three plus AM!!
woah! We shared so much stuffs with so many topics covered! Ha! Thank God for such a moment man!(: It had really been sometime that i had been sitting down with someone face to face to chat abt the stuffs.It was great!
Oh yea,i just went to cut my hair and i'm trying real hard to get use to it man!To me,it's damn short man=X But thank God that my mum sponsered me to cut my hair.For it is written;"Ask and you shall receive". There i goes,initially i really thought my mum will nag at me and say i wanted to waste money again as she said i always cut till didn't even see a single changes BUT it was totally opposite man!! She just passed me the money and didn't even uttered a word!(: Anyways,i'm looking forward for svc tomorrow!=D

Thank God for the delay of Art submission!(:

2009-08-13T15:36:00.003+08:00

Initially, i thought it's a MUST to hand up all the art pieces by today.But thank God that mr elfie delayed the submission to tml,5pm latest. It is really better than nothing! As i still have 2 more art works that i thought i had to give up due to insufficient of time. Now i guess i don't have to give up le(: Cheers!! Hmm..i guess i had really ruined my A2 drawing. i rushed thru it and it's really damn ugly can...oh dear n i torn some parts of the paper. i guess the paper was low-quality that's why..i only spent 30 cents on it sia.=X Later in the evening, i'm going for PM. Quite excited!!But i wondered anyone from my sub-zone going so i could meet them before going to RW.argh!!! But most of my CG live in the West lea.=/ i guess only me n benjamin were purple line de.haha! yays! No school next week as it's study week!!MUAHAHA! Dun have t0 wake up so early man!(:
okok..i go do art le..=D

High Commitment = More Love n Passion?

2009-08-12T17:42:00.002+08:00

HEY!Finally have the mood to blog again. As there were some problem in blogger for the past few days that really ruined my mood in blogging. Although the problem still arised but i dun care alr. Because i really miss blogging! i want my blog to revive again!(: These few days had been very tiring n stretched! Thank God for the day of submission is NEAR alr. hmm..i believe my classmates will definitely feel exactly as me! We had ART works, WEBDD project, WRTORAL project and FDMP project. Thank God that the submission for ART is tomorrow, WEBDD's due date was yesterday, WRTORAL and FDMP's due date on Friday. After this week will be our study week then carry on by exam week. Time really flies... Don't u think time really fly too fast alr?=X How i wish time would just slow down a little bit so that we can catch up with it!!! i had been thinking alot for the week. Not only for my homeworks but for my life too...Dun ask me why!!! Because i also wonder why too..due to stress n too much thinkings?i felt that as if my mind became more complicated than usual? Well,nonetheless i still happy the way i am. Because i knew i'm blessed alr and of course there are more blessings to come(:
Went Changi Airport just now to eat POPPEYES! i'm still loving it! HAHAHA! Went there to do art with my clique but i guess it turned out to be unsuccessful for me.=X okok.enough for today,i'm going to do ART and try to complete as much as possible!!!
JIAYOU, HUITING!=D

P.S: Can i trust you?

i'm so blessed to have so many frens!THANKS!

2009-07-19T23:38:00.005+08:00

Was rather hurt by someone's msg ytd!=X "It was like you don't even know what exactly i'm going thru as well? Have i not stand in your shoe to think?if i didn't, i would have ask for return of *** mths ago!Do you even know i even skip meals because i had no $ to eat?I dun even have enough for my transport fee!!Thus i need to borrow $ for e usage of eating n transporting? My family isn't rich you know?Do u ever try knowing my family's background?=X i knew you were in difficult situation!But if that's e case i think you shld have just ask *** from parents~ it's not e moment to be "filial"! You got to know what are you doing now?Being in debt isn't a good thing but at least in debt to ur closer ones would be somewhat better than outsiders?=X i thought thru it and i realised if you really sincere abt returning,u won't be waiting for me to ask u everytime for u to return! i really preferred e "old you',e one that is much more sincere! You think by asking *** back from you is very simple?you know how much holdbacks i have before i even try asking e *** back?Alright i hope u keep ur words!And i'm not going to bother u anymore!And hey.come on lah..ur words are really sacartic..Pls be mindful of ur attitude man!=X "

Went for church svc by Pastor Kong! It was very awesome, it makes e realised how impt PRAYER is! I believe God will bless me with money if i'm faithful in tithing!! Really need FINANCIAL BREAKTHRU!(: The msg really touches my heart and when Pst was saying it felt as if my heart is bleeding n bleeding!=X I got to do it unto You,Jesus! Really thx for Your unconditional love and forgiveness and You had indeed blessed me with so many frens that i ever never had!Thank You so much!(: Had a great time playing amazing food race with my team(Zihao, lileng, weichuan, linn, weining n liyun)! You guys were GREAT!=D Was late for an hr for MTT cus of outreach!HAHAHA!Sorry man!=X After MTT,rushed down to CITY HALL again to meet my ex-NPCC frens for a meet-up.LOL! Now,it's e end of my day!HAHAHA!=D

EYES are the best camera in life! (:

2009-07-14T23:32:00.009+08:00

NDP parade preview:

My "bad sense of fashion" day!=x

a restless day!=}

Yesterday(mon)!

Our handsome FDMP lecturer,Mr Kyaw Htut!!!=DD

HAHA! STH ABOUT today!!!(:

Bob came back to sch today and everyone was like "OH BOB,u're back?" lolol!

We were like missing him like mad man!Happy that he was back! Hope that he will stay on and carry on e sch life with our class man=D i think i was pretty crazy today,kept screaming and shouting ard! DOTS^^ FASTING GIVES ME HIGH-NESS!!!=)

This week is my "MILO-WEEK"...my besties will sure get wad i mean man!!!wahaha!~

"hmm..sometimes u really make me think too much man!"

Jiayou to myself and lileng man!!!! (:

Last but not least,A last photo to end e post!=D

yeah! i'm REVIVED again!=D

2009-07-10T00:40:00.000+08:00

It was a rather long day for me today,however i think i had really made use of the whole day! By right, i should finish school at 12pm but i skipped Engmath's lecture with my besties to go to Tampines to shop and have an early lunch. After that, me and Felicia went back school to have EngFund's Remedial Class which was for those who fail(Although i didn't fail,i didn't pass till very good as well).In additon,Felicia also asked me to accompany her and so i did~ For that remedial,only me,Felicia and Lawrence went!=.= lolol!
The remedial class was indeed very fulfilling! There were not much people attending thus the percentage of getting a one-to-one tutor is higher! The mentors can mainly focus of like groups of one to two students. HAHA! And through that one-to-one tutoring time(1.30pm to 4pm), i finally understand how to get the answer! it was indeed a very fruitful lesson for me duh!(: After that, Felicia and Lawrence accompany me till 4.50pm like that at TM as i had to attend cg at tamp area too so if i go home,it will be a waste of time because most of the girls know how to drag their time. Ben and Lileng and Marshall also wanna meet for dinner at 5.30pm at Tamp too.. So all the way till CG starts! Today's CG sermon was preached by Veron's husband as Veron was down with a fever.So she stayed in her room to rest!=X Really hope she can get well soon~ Then her hubby also did a ministering session for us all! Thx man! it was really awesome!(: And it really revived my soul! I want to love You each day more than how much i do the previous time, Jesus!!^.^

PHOTOS.... .....(:

2009-07-07T21:33:00.009+08:00

HERBERT~~~~

NPCC'S OUTING!!! (FINALLY...)

DAR N BAOYI.

DAR AT HER USUAL SELF! LIKE TO ZI LIAN.

MDM! WHERE ARE YOU?

IT TOOK AARON SO LONG TO TAKE THIS PHOTO~

JIESHENG N HWEESIANG.

HAPPY BELATED BDAE TO MDM N ADVANCED BDAE FOR HWEESIANG!(:

DAR THE CAKE CUTTER!LOL
-MEIQI N US!!

CAP's day(02/07/2009) + today(03/07/2009)

2009-07-03T01:37:00.001+08:00

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We went wenting's hse today to do project...we even skipped math lecture! lolol! But things doesn't seem to be fruitful as her hse really too much distractions alr!!! Like movie room whereby e sofa is so comfortable, SCV, and e powerful thing is her hse has too much make-up stuffs alr~And e shiok thing is that there is air-con!~~then we were like aft watching tv,went to watch a movie show then back to her room to explore her room n i like the way she put the fake eye lashes on me! it looks perfectly flawless can? wah..if i got to put,i might need to put it for damn long...=X N she also help me do a full-face make-up but w/o foundation cus i dun wan...lololol! then aft that,went for the zone pm at clarke quay! It was awesome! oh no!!! Herbert is leaving for New Zealand for 2 n a half yr..i'm gonna miss him man!!!=D i want to go send him off but mon i have sch!!!!!argh!!!

Abi took it for me~

Abi + me = OUR BANGS!(:
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i had made a decision in my life ytd which was to QUIT e job that i was having previously!=X
N this time was really making a clear break i think...As i had alr told my manager abt it.It kept me considering for really very long alr.Now,there must be an answer to be given.i knew i can't bear to leave BUT i have to... i'm looking in quite a few areas in my life rite now. Thinking back, when in company,i felt so busy till hardly even sees my parents face-to-face for mths,not even to mention talking to them..Everyday aft sch went to ofc till late time then return home when my parents were alr soundly asleep.Now,my parents were weak in their health as they always have aching here n there! As a child,i want to be there for them more often! i knew they were very very very impt to me now as they were the ones that are always there for me n constantly caring for me w unconditional love!(:
Next,i like e life i'm enjoying now rather than those in company.A life w frens surrounding me rather than a life w frens avoiding me! i felt so much happier now than before...Now,i have more time to serve God n to really meet each n every frens out! cus i have TIME! Unlike in company whereby i can't really make use of e time well!=X i hope i wun regret my choice..as i knew e company is good,just that i'm not suitable to be in it bah=)

On Monday FDMP n Math Lecture!

2009-07-01T23:19:00.007+08:00

During Math Lecture! If u know me,u will know i seldom
wear specs esp when taking photo!haha!BREAKTHRU!!!=D

wahaha~ Weilun is being betrayed! He didn't know i post it to
blog...he looks "cute" huh...=D

wahaha! sisters! BANGS + HAIR BAND!(:

Went home aft lesson today n didn't went for e math tuition(2 to 5pm) tho...cus was super tired! Even during lesson time,i was like dozing off alr...=X Lucky,Felicia agreed to help me take attendance! "Thx Felicia man(: !" if i will be like walking zombie alr!=X Slept for e whole afternoon till 7pm...wahaha! Finally RECHARGED again!=) After dinner,went to do Art- Plant that drawn half-way thru last wk + a portrait of my fren!!! LOLOL then i drew JOLIN TSAI sia(:
i took a snapshot of my drawings:

The COMPLETED plant!!!

The COMAPARISON of it! Big diff sia=X

Zoom in!!! But was drawn half way thru......

Thx alicia for e day!(:

2009-06-29T00:19:00.000+08:00

Ytd was quite busy choinging hwks for my sis n bro so didn't update blog.As by e time i finished e hwks, it was alr 2 plus 3am..so was damn tired today!!!=X
But thx God for e strength that i didn't doze off during lesson time tho!!! It was miraculous for me not sleeping in class last time!"oops!"
hmm...aft sch today,i went to find alicia to eat dinner tgt! She invited me lea..of cus go lah...hahah! She's cute! hmm..aft eating,we went ard shopping at tampines area.lolol.then i went to her hse to put on nail polish(abit lame rite?) hahahah!no choice...girls ma..=D n thx alicia for e hair band...really love it girl...!=D

Wenting cuts BANGS for me sia(:

2009-06-27T21:41:00.002+08:00

lolol! Wenting cuts FRINGE for both me and abi.HAHA!N now e three of us have bangs...

they came to my house to do project.But lucky we finished!!!Yeah!

Aft e project was done,we were like camwhoring thru out...wahaha!damn funny!!!=X

i hope i dun look wierd man!!!!!=X

Now can really call wenting as our hair dresser le!lolol..she is like very bold lah....hahahah!

oh no..MJ!!!=X

2009-06-26T00:34:00.002+08:00

When i'm on on e way to sch this morning on e bus,i was shocked by e news about Michael Jackson!!! i knew my fren was crazy over him lah...=X But nevertheless,he is not forgotten as his music are still alive!!!=D
woah! today was a long day for me...as i spent my whole night ytd chiong-ing project n searching for "hair model" job online so didn't really catch a good slp.Sch somemore starts at 9am lah...sian!But thx God,that my normal lesson ends at 11am instead of 12pm!!!!hurray!!!
However,still stayed in sch to chiong finish my FDMP's project...Now,there 're still left with WRTORAL n WEBDD's projects undone..At 3.30pm went to attend e FDMP's workshop till 5.30pm because of some draggings.Thus,I was late for e Strikeforce personal's outing...N cool! We went to MARINA BARRAGE!haha! Lucky, Jacob waited for me if not i would have lost as i didn't go there before.WOW! e scenery of place was like damn awesome("WOW!")!hahaha! i wanna go there again n again n....For those who never go before,u shld really try,i'm sure u will fall in love with e place man when u especially go at night!(:
N also...thx for xiaopink n justin for helping me to carry my laptop( As it was really damn heavy!!!=X)

Jiayou MQ! i know u can!!!=D

2009-06-24T20:56:00.006+08:00

Tata...able to see abit of e dyed colour only..and i cut my fringe myself just now..haha!

D.I.Y is e best cus no money is needed BUT RISKS IS VERY BIG!!!=X

hmm..was chionging ART e whole day..

all those art were supposed to do it during holidays de BUT..slack till nv do.=/

oh yea..last but not least, i've a snapshot of a drawing of 5 different types of eye,nose and mouth..i hope it's acceptable by teacher man!=O

P.S: MQ...u will have my support! Dun be afraid,it's time to do sth back~ And u are on e right track!hmm..u guys are matching!=))

Woo-hoo! No school tml!!!(:

2009-06-23T21:23:00.003+08:00

haha! Went shopping w my two bestie aft school..we were like slacking ard tampines lah..hahaha~ N at least,each of us bought sth today. i bought a HAIR CLIP! Was memerised with it when i first saw it.Two snapshots of it!HAHA!

Yeah! No sch tml...both WRTORAL and APEL class cancelled!=D
i will be going swimming w meiqi! "Set ah,mq?"
hahaha!dumb me! i went to photocopy e book of WEBDD! Print till so tired sia..now..still until chapter two only lah!=X i dunno if i shld just go ask people to help me print W money?..lololol!
oh yea.saw matthais just now.we were shocked when we saw each other..cus we were in e same bus n e same stop when we board e bus yet we didn't each other till we alight from e bus..lolol! i like his coloured hair(:
P.S: Sad that my hair colour still like e same as it isn't obvious at all! N nobody even notice i dye it!=X

New hair colour!!!!(:

2009-06-22T22:30:00.002+08:00

It was a long day in school today..haha! Shit.. i think i had made mr kyawtut angry today...i'm sorry, but i really dunno wad wrong w wad we done..we made e effort to do e videos although it was wrong!!=X maybe cus..we rush thru to taje e videos aft u told us our mistakes?or is it we wanted to go off early?But,i'm really sorry!=X

Aft sch,me n wenting went to TM to walk walk..haha! n was too tempted to dye hair,i bought "hoyu's coffee brown hair dye"...lolol! it was quite cheap in a sense cus it was just $9.90.=D
hmm..but although i find that e colour wasn't that obvious but i didn't really regret cus aft using,i find that my hair was damn soft n silky lah..wahahah! 1st time felt my hair so nice!lolol!

Btw,i really need to study le...tests marks were really devastating!!!=/

i finally get a hand of it!!!=D

2009-06-21T00:46:00.001+08:00

i was very happy to be back to strikeforce again! Thx God,Boon called me that day. i can still rmb it was a Saturday,and that day was a day when i went to e altar call AGAIN~
i realised i had not been on track n always went to church for e sake of going. i knew it myself but i never show it out,n i felt that i had been putting on fake smiles in front of alot of ppl n i also lied n lied!=X It made me even hate myself! So i really thx God that lileng came to me n ask me to go to e altar call n also have to thx meiqi for constantly caring for me!!! Although i knew i had received Him before,but after i went to VE for mths,i felt i was changing into e worst even frens started to distant from me. There was a period when i felt so depressed that i wanted to backslide. i felt that there wasn't love n care from any church members anymore,they were like avoiding to talk to me n i felt so alone! Eveytime i felt that there was an invisible wall in front of me that i wasn't able to talk to any Christians!=X Immediately,aft re-receiving of Christ,there was strong feeling whereby i suddenly feel like serving again! Then directly aft svc,while walking from hall one to e mrt station,Boon called!!!=DD It was really like God's calling man!hahah!why do i say so?cus...when i joined strikeforce, i didn't really wanted to..is cus meiqi,xinying n dovel wanna join so while waiting for them,i just filled in e application form de not knowing there was an interview but aft writing e form,we were told to queeue up for an interview.woah!!!
And i felt that i just say whatever i feel abt "STRIKEFORCE" in that interview.And wad was wierd is that meiqi n ME got selected instead of my two other frens,which were more passionate to join strikeforce!!!=X haha! So to think back, i felt it was rather God's plan man! Two incidents that happen so SUDDENLY!~ But i wasn't regretful for all that happen cus we're all serving e Lord! And for now,i dun think i will be going back to VE at e moment cus i really love my life now! Cus now,i felt so much relaxed n joyful n i no longer hate myself but i got to admit that i love myself even more!=)) i love my EVERYTHING!!!Thx to my ABBA FATHER n i love You!(:

Happy Fathers' day!!!

2009-06-20T02:56:00.000+08:00

It's a time to tell our fathers how much we love n appreciate him!(:

But never to forget that there is also our heavenly Father who never fails us! =D

I wanna use this opportunity to share my daddy's love for me:
"My daddy is a person who looks strong on e outside but soft in e inside.He always like to put on a stern face but he likes to joke n play around with us esp my siblings.He will use actions to show us that he cares n loves us rather than sweet talks.Thus we never ever said mushy words to one another before!=X Although there're times whereby he himself is tight in cash,but he never fails to provide for us neither do he complains to us.Although he seldom beats or scold us,i believe that his unconditional love is enough for us!Thx daddy n i really love you n mummy!!!(:"

P.S: Thx to lawrence for e design of my new blogskin!!!Really love it man~

woohoo!Really appreciate those SURPRISES!=))

2008-12-16T00:49:00.000+08:00

Thx W498 for e bdae's presents yo!!!!=D

Thx bro for this!haha..bluff me tt alicia gave it to me...=o

Thx sis for this!!! i really need it lo!!!(:

Thx mr miaohua!LOL! first time received sushi as present..=))

Thx Josen..i will(reply to ur card!=D)

Thx alicia! i really love ur card man!i'm really touched!

Things tt i bought for myself! YEAH!!!

Finally gotten my badge! YEAH! i was like sitting there sweating!!Gosh..

hmm...not a fruitful day tho..=X

2008-12-11T00:48:00.000+08:00

Spend e whole day slacking at orchard with my bestie.Felt so lethargic to do anything!!!
i dun feel like doing survey anymore!!!i feel like it's a waste of time..i would rather stay in office than gg to town to do survey cus ppl just dun give a damn to u lah...LOL
tml gg to office again but intended not to go for survey!yup.
wow!!!4 more days to my special day!!!woo-hoo!!!=))
Wanna go out to have fun...yeah yeah yeah!
and SOON...i can be OFFICIALLY 17!hahaha!

What the,i found out sth..=X

2008-12-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

After church, we(as a sub-zone) went straight to pasir ris's nebo cafe!!! i waited for meisiew(my bestie) at whitesands and went over to Nebo's cafe.She isn't tt anti de lo..LOL!
Buddan,my cgl(shanshan) found tt we quite "anti" so she came and served and played with us!woo-hoo! "Thank you,shan"!!!
ahaha!then shan kept "coping" food for me and my bestie to eat.WAHAHA!yummy!!!=))
Love it man! And we ate until we damn full lah!After playing at Nebo's cafe,i went to my bestie's hse,her room was very pinkish,but nice!^^then i went all out to mess up her stuffs...and i learnt alot of "make-up technique" from her!Thanks yo=D
In e toilet!!!=))

At NEBO's cafe while playing e "balloon game?"

SURVEY DAY but not my day!!!=X

2008-12-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

Yay!!!Finally carried back ALL the cartons of water!!! 5 HUGE cartons wor...
hmm..Had a great day today at orchard doing survey...although i only managed to do 8 pieces..HAHAHA! Olive and me were like spending the time looking for "er-herm" and talking to zhiyong...So shocked to see him there giving out STARHUB's flyers..
STUPID CAN? When i ask those "singtel"/ "plingo"/ "starhub" ppl to do my survey,they kept passing me STACKS of FLYERS...hahah...they said if i help them to clear the flyers,they help me do the survey.DOTS....
i really want to thx u for treating me so well! i can't bear to let u down!=))

i'm not kidding!=C

2008-12-05T20:29:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE...u think u're very reasonable?what crap is tt?stupid!!
what strong with bringing my sis for a hair cut?is there anything wrong?
u're just an outsider in our family,dun act as if u're part of this family..
Can u just stop manipulating my siblings?oh pls...let go of them..
dun act as if our whole family owed u sth...pls lah...WE DON'T...AT ALL!!!
u're just like a leech!!!Just get lost man!!!!=X
u're just abusing child!!!Stop acting like u're BIG in MY FAMILY..and not urs..
Pls man...i want to live with my own family members BUT u're NOT INCLUDED!!!=X

2008-12-04T23:08:00.000+08:00

Finally able to spend time to blog.
Yesterday and today had been doing survey at orchard.Pretty fun but TIRING!=X
However,i think it's still a great time to get to know ppl from all sorts of life!!! It also made me understand tt how ignorant some ppl are and the attitude tt some gave eventually piss me off!
WHAT THE...=.=
Although it was a short survey,but some ppl were like so RELUCTANT to do!!!FINE!~.~

i am really trying to be "click" with u guys...
However,i need time!!!=))
i really hope tt u will understand it!thx!=D
HAHA!

Greatly disappointed!!!=X

2008-11-28T23:32:00.000+08:00

Just suddenly feel so maybe rather "pai sei" to see u guys.
i just love gg back to work and mix w frens there..
why can't u all understand and support me?
didn't pastor shared abt engaging the culture and go into the business world?
The greatest sorrow is tt u all are not by my side to support and jiayou for me!!!
what strong with dealing with MLM???Not every MLM are the same ah.
Some ppl also think tt christianity is bad,but of cus tt doesn't mean we shld quit christianity and think like them.
i rmb very clearly,when i first came to church,there are also ppl tt discourages me and even get persecution here and there.But at least,i know some of my frens will still stand by my side and jiayou for me..
Now,i just feel tt history is making itself...
somemore God didn't say MLM is not good neither did i heard Him telling me to quit...
And,i rmb pastor also said since those non-believers can be successful,why can't we believers who has He who is greater than all e earth be successful too!
i believe if one who is willing to work hard shall see the results.Losers are for those who quits...
i'm disappointed tt u guys dun believe in me or even doubt my ability! i hate those negativity!!!
if in this company i don't earn,but at least i'm content to learn some skills and techniques.And i don't think i'm lying cus i've been using the products,as i only agree to what i think is right!!! =))

woo..tt's like so SUDDEN!!!=))

2008-11-28T00:55:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE..damn angry with my uncle lah..everytime like tt de..so sian!
All of e sudden,bad memories just kept swirling ard my mind.
i was like =.=!!!
now hols lea plus somemore before o's,parents and uncle said i can do anything i wan..(i felt so cheated!!!)
LOSER!!!!=X

yeah..work at VENTURE ERA was like not bad..HAHA!maybe cus know more and more ppl there and even have so many of my FRENS there..i am so HAPPY man!The feeling was like gg back to ur loves ones?sth like tt lah...=))

i dun dare to call u,how???(:

Psalm 130:5 ------>About HOPE~

2008-09-28T21:04:00.000+08:00

Thx guys..i really appreciate it! The r/s had indeed warm my heart.
No more dwelling in the past but move ahead and have a greater future!(:
i'm gonna stop thinking what was in the past!
Precisely..reaching out is really very tough but when the harvest is there,i believe u will find that ur hard work pays off and the joy in u will be more than enough!!!=D

i may not be the one that u seek when u met with prob,but i really really hope that i'm not the last to know...Seriously,the feeling is like so..u know..(i guess u know).

although i only heard about the "un-reveal secrets" thru s/b,but i really really really hope that u guys will try to approach all those mature leaders or members before u do it can?at least they could help u in the situation u are facing..And when the time is ripe,everything will turns out to be right de!Thus,there is no need to worry about...
happy bdae to u, shirleen "ah pa"!
And oops~!sorry for the wrong info about xinying bdae!it reminds me to do my duty!=D

hahaha!here are some photos taken randomly today:

what u doing cheryl?=D

the both "small item"...hahaha!

wah..we want to be in the pic too!!!

aiyo!what u all doing?nv teach us...muahaha!

Cheryl's ART'S PIECE!=)

we are so so so TIRED!=S

hahaha! meiqi's ART'S PIECE...=)

KONICHIWA!~

Girls are girls afterall!...

They "bye" in action thru out..damn funny lah...

Bye....we're leaving..CLEAR UP,FASTER!

My turn to do sth to the photos..muahaha!MY ART PIECES!

A very critical moment...

2008-09-17T21:04:00.000+08:00

it is so confusing man!=X
i did quite badly for my prelims and mrs ng even asked me to drop A-math.But i felt rather not worth it,as i already choose A-math since sec 3 and i shld carry on with it!Even if i got F9 at least i had tried my best,right?However,what mr Krishnan said, had indeed made me wanna challenge myself again.His words kept swirling ard my mind..i just wanna thx him and said to him,"Thx u,mr krishnan for encouraging all the while when i'm disheartened!"i strongly agreed with what he had said,"eh,try it lah,it is better to sit for it,at least u have the chance...it is better than w/o trying somemore 6 subjects are already very little and the minimum subjects to take is 6."
yea man!i wanna sit for it,i would rather have a "F9" printed on it than an "absent"...i gotta perservere!!!=D
i wanna thx 1 more person.hehe.thx for reading my pm and encourage me...At this brink of time,those encouragement really made a diff!=)

are u truely happy?

2008-09-10T12:35:00.000+08:00

It is just so hard sometimes to even force oneself to smile.It maybe easy to fake a smile out although u dun feel like smiling at all,but what if the other party can sense it?..When there is need to encourage or cheer ppl up,a smile can just be so much powerful!!(: Noone can be real happy if he or she dun stop giving himself or herself stress or troubles... u may be a happy person but comfirm not 100% happy cus there is noone on Earth that is perfect!Everyone has their own -ve life and +ve life...it is just a matter whether how we face it..in a +ve or -ve way?This is ur own choice and noone can ever force u~

There are all sorts of perspectives on how we look at it...

For instance, "why are u always late?"(in a sms)...

-FIERCE TONE?

-SMILING TONE?

-DOUBTFUL TONE?

-CURIOUS TONE?

See..it all depends on how u think of it!=]

Thus,u are cheerful doesn't mean u are +ve; u are -ve also doesn't u are an emo person.

Cus...our moods changes and the probs/obstacles also will come in one of the day..

but of cus..there are times when a person who are truely happy and that's the time when the smiles on their faces are the most genuine!=D

i really encourage u to read this!!!

Here is a very touching blog that meiqi had introduced to me!

It made me wanna treasure everyday with a pure heart!Life is so precious!!!

(when u have a pure heart,that's the time when u can truely be happy and +ve EVERYDAY!=D

why do i say so?

pure heart=>nth really bothers u,an innocent little heart that is in u will make u happy!=))

http://ashleyisourangel.blogspot.com/

Faster! Grab the photo bah! :DD

2008-09-09T02:53:00.000+08:00

我支持土豆 !!!=D

2008-09-04T20:10:00.000+08:00

忽然想要使用华语写部落格,因为我刚刚把这方面的功能放进电脑里,并且认为还挺有趣的，所以便出此下策。哈哈！我觉得华语其实并不难学啊,因为这是靠你从小培养到大的习惯.当然你如果能够使用不同语言会更加棒的啦..虽然我的英文不怎么好,但我知道皇天不负苦心人!只要肯努力,我就不相信我的英文过不了!=)
奶爸百分百中的婴儿真可爱!哈哈哈!十分惹人喜爱!有时候我真想去领养一个孩子.但是我知道一定很麻烦!哈哈哈!
我想与你们分享一些照片可是我试了无数次却还是无法完整地把它放进去!真对不起!=(

Have u live ur day to the fullest?=D

2008-09-03T22:08:00.000+08:00

woke up late this morning so didn't went for science practical..AIYA!

i miss the chance to practice man!sian...=S

love watching two dramas recently,both on channel 8(the 7pm and 9pm show).

HAHAHA! if let mr krishnan knows,he will definitely say,"there is no time for tv or computer,this is an important yr!" hehe,i do agree but it is really too tempting!=D

bought a box of cereals(sort of bar shape,a small squarish one),but it is not the one that i love(xueyan gave me one b4 and it tastes yummy).muahahaha!

this is a snapshot of the cereal i bought:

DUN imitate me hoh!!!=X

2008-09-01T23:07:00.000+08:00

Didn't have the mood to study today..so slacking the whole day..i know it's bad...
but i suddenly have the interest to study the whole book of dictionary..LOL!
u must be thinking,"that huiting is really crazy!"hahaha!
Met up with bernice,cheryl and meiqi to study just now..they kept imitating me lo.SO BAD!!!=X
HAHA!and i was like a teacher,busy marking bernice's chinese compo!Duh!=D
ROARS!!!Time is really running out...someone pls scold me!!!=)

i have a great day today,do u?=D

2008-08-31T19:24:00.000+08:00

everything seems so indifferent today?
maybe i just get recharged by the Lord.svc was great!and i really get inspired by Pst Kong!
He really teaches us how to be successful and be a good follower of Christ..He also taught me how to respect and love the people around me that had greatly impacted into my life and my family!He imparted us alot of thingy and indeed i had learnt alot from him..but of cus...all glory to God!!!=D
And when ur r/s with the Lord is right,He will make sure that ur r/s with ur frens are equally great!Thus,i had a great time with my cgm..=)
hmm..Procrastinating is really bad!!!it doesn't only make past efforts go down the drain, it also ruin a person's heart...i admit i have been procrastinating for quite a few weeks or even mths....although i kept telling myself "no" but it will eventually repeat itself! i hate myself when i failed to do certain things or procrastinated....i really want to have breakthru in this area in my life..i really yearn for it,but i dunno why i kept making the same mistakes.Perhaps,i have not enough determination=(

i had been 3 yrs that i had nv take neoprint already and today (thanks to Dovel),we took neoprint tgt and it was like 11(6 girls and 5 boys) squeeued tgt in front of the camera.
WAHAHA~MUAHAHAH~it was like damn funny when the colour sheet drop down from above..all the "tall guys" was suffering...HAHA~
In conclusion,i really wanted to get to know u guys better..However,i'm really disappointed somehow with s/b..i dunno what had really happen...nvm...i believe in God that everything will be fine.As what today's sermon had said..."if u believe in ur heart and confess with ur mouth,God will make a way out for u..."

it had really been ages...=D

2008-08-28T15:36:00.000+08:00

My blog had been real dead this time.Perhaps it is really time to revive it!=D
i finally have "free" time to blog although today is not the end of o's or even prelims, but indeed, time really flies and o's is just 50+ days away. =X

Prelims just started last fri and today is the last paper FOR THE WEEK because it will recommence after the one week break.i think i had flung my A-math paper one as i was so nervous that day that i stared blank at the paper for around 1 hr=(
i'm really worried for my A-math...it seemed to be so tough to achieve my target!
There are simply too much to learn and i think i'm gg to suffocate under all the books and notes...
My result was totally poor thenceforth...
even my best subject,chinese, seemingly getting worser!=/

However,i know there is still room for improvement..if only i never give up!=)
The nearer o's are, the more stress i am..!
Jiayou,huiting and my fellow frens!(:

GoGoGo.huang Jing Lun jiayou!!!((:

2008-07-03T17:20:00.000+08:00

Huang Jing Lun is from Singapore!He represented S'pore to taiwan for singing competition!
Alot of taiwaneses even said that S'pore's chinese is very good as he really speaks good chinese man!He has done S'pore proud!!!JIAYOU,HUANG JING LUN!(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MDM JOCELYN & LHS!!!(:

2008-07-03T00:18:00.000+08:00

I WANT THE REST OF THE PHOTOS, MDM!!!!(:

when early morning comes...

2008-06-29T18:21:00.000+08:00

Basicially,i wanna thx xinying or the black pen she bought for me.i was like eh...so shocked can?~!what a coincidence!!!cus i am in need of black pen too^^
HAHAHA!that's really telephathy as what xinying said!!!(:
Had a great day today worship-ping the Lord and fellowship-ping with frens!!!i love it man!(:
u guys are great!u have made a diff in my life!!!=)

Pm: okok..i just dun wanna to think too much about r/s now!oh God,pls help me and control me!!!i dun wan to fall into trap of love at the time being!=X

Additional post for the day!(:

2008-06-28T21:12:00.000+08:00

On my trip back from cck,when taking train alone,i kept pondering about alot of flashbacks and all those things that i've gone thru,it even kept me wondered why ...
Suddenly,thoughts swirls ard my mind...it makes me felt so alone.
Maybe i just can't stand being alone?
Before being so social like what i am now,i've gone thru being abandoned and criticised by frens or even have no frens at all and needa do everything alone.Can u imagine being alone and noone there to guide u and concern u?Now,at least i've my God to love and protect me but...seriously i'm a human afterall,i need some human's concerns...
i've gone thru loneliness,so i will tend to be sensitive over the new frens on whether do they feel belong not...and whatever!
perhaps, i hope i'm just a cute baby that everyone wld just naturally draw attention to...
i know i'm selfish at times and i kept thinking about me,me,me...i'm really apologizetic about it!=X but why is it whenever i'm feeling mixed is not u who know it first but is someone that falls under the criteria of "avoiding to be close frens" to know it first w/o having me to tell them? Hence,if that ppl who falls under the criteria of "avoiding to be close frens" can knows it and even encourage me but when can't those that's doesn't falls in the criteria do?sometimes,i really tend to share with someone that falls under the criteria of "avoiding to be close frens" ...okok..i will really try to make a clear cut but it really hurts..cus it's wierd w/o ppl to talk to or to change w certain ppl with certain ppls..if u want to know more,i know u will initiate urself!!!(:

i'm back BUT blog need to be in maintainance!!!LOL

2008-06-28T20:54:00.000+08:00

ROARS!huiting won't be updating for a long period from now on until her major exams are officially over!!!She will be re-focusing on studies and even needa fast for comp. as she had been wasting alot of time on comp, instead on her studies..This yr is her o's, so ppl pls pray for her ya?..if any readers have anything to tell her or even to ask her about life PLS CONTACT HER!!!(She hope u wld cus she needs encouragements.)her phone will be 24/7 for everyone!hahah!(:

updated by--me,myself!ROARS!(:

Genting trip was fun!!!=))(edit tml..coming up more!!!)

2008-06-22T23:55:00.000+08:00

The photos for the 3 days!!!i love CAMP! HAHA:)

2008-06-18T13:40:00.000+08:00

hey people,u all gotta miss me man!tml i will be away for 4 days to Genting!!!=X i will miss u all!!!=))
HAHA!!!Precious memories are meant to kept in heart!(:
OUR CHALET LOCATION! ULU SIA(Behind is just OCH)=X

NO ENTRY PLS!!!=))

can u imagine we use all those food as a "BALL"?

The time at EIO & NICK's hse!!!Design our WRECKERS flag(:

Their uncle's dog!!!

me and my sis(:

3 in 1

2008-06-16T22:25:00.000+08:00

Some errors with my connection so i think i will upload all the photos tml...
i just can't wait to share all the photos...HAHAH!!
I LOVE THE CAMP MAN!=))

i think i cannot blog constantly everyday as sometimes i really got to fast for comp,cus i have been wasting alot of time on comp and had forgotten to study and pray..everytime OT!!=(((

After the 1st day of the camp,i assure that our cgm had really put our hearts and souls into every games played and we kept on trying to be enthu & energetic.i believe that every frens enjoyed it.(: Aiya,my mum didn't let me stay overnite!!!=X After all the games we played,there were a moral behind it.Hence,i had learnt that in every situation we are facing,we are not alone and God won't forsake us.He put us thru difficult times for a purpose and to test our faith in Him.Many ppl said they love God but do they really love Him and trust Him with all their heart? Search ur heart,frens! Will u sacrifice ur time for His sake and even ur life?Do u dare to take up all the challenges that is put in ur life or u just choose to leave God when u met with difficult times?When u are afraid,what is the first reaction u always had,is it doubt God presence?or is it trust in God and always pray in the spirit?=)

After the 2nd day(ONLY FOR SELECTED PPL=/)'s TWO msg preached by veron, i found that i had not made the commitment in God,and i kept on procrastinating.There are really alot of areas i must breakthru in.Veron gave us a wood and a marker each and asked us to jot down the visions & the struggles in achieving the visions.After writing we had to go in front of everyone and said "i am able to breakthru".
Indeed...aft i done all that,i felt that a big rock in my heart sank,tears kept rolling down my cheek.Suddenly,revelations kept coming to me!!!God kept speaking to me saying,"huiting, come dun be afraid of Me! No matter what u had done wrong,i will forgive u!Just walk with Me and u will be a great testi to the world!"
Yeah!God...i always love to dwell in Ur presence and it is always so comfortable and u know sweet!i can just feel that u are hugging me as i felt it thru the warmest in my arms that came so suddenly! i just love it!=)

U'RE NOT WHO I WANNA LOOK UPON ANYMORE!=X

2008-06-12T23:33:00.000+08:00

Muahaha!Finally got to take some pictures...=D
i didn't brought my cam out just now cus my uncle kept on rushing me..
me and mq were like so looking forward to today's photo-taking de lo.SIAN!=X
woo-hoo..gg off to bed aft my prayer later at 12am!
Super tiring aft a whole long day with only 2 hrs+ of slp!!!
i love talking to all of my cgm now!!!they're so fun...=)
hohoho!Girls POWER!!!(:

oOPS!almost forgotten that tml have eng remedial at 1030am.wah..SIAN!i'm not done with the hwk that need to hand up tml..argh!!!can't slp early today again!aiya....=X

Practice makes perfect!=D

2008-06-12T03:19:00.000+08:00

Yeah!my breakfast was sumptuous!!!(yummy!!!=D)

A closer view..HAHA![2 chicken wings+1 fish fillet+egg]

See my math hwk so thick!!!can u see!!!MAD-NESS!!!=D

ME AND MY MEI(1)!=]

ME AND MY MUMMY!<3

Camwhoring with my sis at suntec!& she said she was tired.LOL!

tHANK U,SIS!I LOVE U!<3
MEIQI at my hse studying..can u imagine we still went mac at 1 plus?& "am" hoh!!!

HAHA!wah..mac was filled with teenagers!guess what they doing.?
they cheered and shouted "GOAL"...wahaha!but they was so sudden that i gave a shock.=X
argh..somemore if i'm clumsy i will sure drop my phone cus i'm sms-ing!HAHAHA~
Dark/Bright is cool!=D LOL!semi-flash...

i have a good Heavenly Daddy!!!=)

2008-06-08T19:14:00.000+08:00

This pic was taken at SMU...
wahaha!this was taken in toilet..haha.new comer,xinying with our cute xinying!

Our usual thingy!!!LOL.

Camwhoring again!!!LOL.

haha!Random shot with my 3 cousins.the middle one is the one i was talking about in my last few post.

i miss this muffin!!!this was bought at coffee bean if i'm not wrong...

i miss Dian!i love working with her.HAHA!cus we used to be playing at the work place.LOL!

Svc today was great!it really motivates me to step out of faith to pray for s/b..
Frankly,i had not been praying for anybody willingly.(dun think too much)HAHA!i meant praying for anybody w/o ppl prompting me to do so.=X
BUT,God prompted me today to pray for junwei...at first i was so decisive and i really dunno what to do..
but i decided to obey God and pray for junwei.And God is really amazing!=)
junwei cried and told me she felt His love upon her!WOW!Praise the Lord!(:
i know there are still alot of ppl facing hurts and pains in their life.it really inspired me to reach out more and care for the world like Jesus cared for us!=)
Follow Jesus and i simply sensed that i was no longer that timid,shy and inferior girl...
Seriously, i was once a girl that dun dare to bear any responsibility nor am i that courageous.
i also didn't dare to dream that i was what i am now!=)
i used to be avoiding the crowds so that ppl won't notice me and talk to me.
And now,i'm finding crowds to join in their conversation!W/o God,i know i won't be able to do so.
if u were my primary sch mates,u will sure agreed that last time u dun really want to be my fren at all!
Can u imagine i have a grp of frens who was already frens from Pri 4 till now(sec 5) and same class thru out but i only got to be "real" frens of them at sec 3?
wow!thx God i'm saved and He gave me a talent of "cheerfulness" if not i would still be that down and dull girl that was not noticeable!=X
He is awesome!(:

P.S: TAN XINYING IS SO SWEET=D

[★ying]huiting, i seriously like u alot!=D haha. u are like fanghui... soo funny so nice....

Here is a video of westlife singing "more than words"!i love it man!Learning how to strum it...

yoyoyo!!!Deal OR No deal?

2008-06-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

i love cg meeting today..is like i like being minister..and i dunno why?
LOL..i was being touched by what nick told me..
he really make my day!=)
wow!Can't wait for tml's svc..i know it will be great...
i missed my QT time just now.but i had a good chat with junwei and kennard.
i really think that they are ppl who needs the Lord!Pls help me pray for them too!!!(:
here is the game deal or no deal(it's fun!!!)
Deal or No Deal

Click here to play this game
haha!!!LOL!i'm so bo liao...i just realised..

haha!Games to kill boredom!!!(:

2008-06-06T15:00:00.000+08:00

hahah!this is taken from meiqi's blog!(:

here is 1 video for u to enjoy!!!

i'm OK!(:

2008-06-06T14:59:00.000+08:00

HUITING IS VERY HAPPY TODAY!(:

my cousin told me sth today that really made me wanna love her more...
u know what she told me?
"jie,u know which day i'm most happy?today and gg Genting...because when i see u,i'm very happy!!!"

hahah!u know, she had really touched my heart!!!=)
just have a meal with the entire family at amk..wow~the food is fantastic man!aiya..didn't manage to take some picture to show..=(
Therefore i found all these quotes for u all :
Rmb:u are who u are!!!(:

Yea man!Let's us have more BLESSINGS!

God is always GOOD!!!(:

Let's pray tgt for the heaven's door to be open

Let's treasure friendship like we love music!(:

Let's LOVE today & make each day worthy!

u know the song"u're my sunshine"?

haha!to me,all i need is love and Him!!!(:

Do u believe that true love is found thru adversity?

True smile won't fade so fast!=)

2008-06-03T22:38:00.000+08:00

i love this song man!it's worth listening(:
Awesome in this place - CHC
Lyrics:
As I come into Your presence
Past the gates of praise
Into Your sanctuary
Till we're standing face to face
I look upon Your countenance
I see the glory of Your Holy face
I can only bow down and say...

You are awesome in this place, Mighty God
You are awesome in this place, Abba Father
You are worthy of all praise
To You our hands we raise
You are awesome in this place, Mighty God
------------------------------------------------------
03 june today!Let's cheers for number 3 bah!LOL~
i'm so happy and crazy today.Dots...
went to SMU there to learn guitar from andy with meiqi.it was fun!
there's a gallery on photos of the Sichuan and a guestbook for us to send our regards to them & i wrote one for them!Really praying hard for them to be safe!=)
aiyo..i finally realised why i'm always strum-ming too fast during worship songs liao.CHEY~
i love happy people!!!(:
yeah!my church camp is coming!it's on the 15th to 17th June.
Anyone wants to rock with me???C'mon! Join us in this fantastic time...There're surprises and could get to know new frens!!!Anyone interested?=)
For new frens,
u can just come on 15th june itself...u've got to pay 10 bucks BUT it provided lunch & dinner...i believe that u'll enjoy it(:

my fellow christians,i found a link to some christian thingy.Do spend time to view & listen to it...it may helps u!(: God loves u and i love u too...

http://www.higherpraise.com/AudioTalking.htm

ohoh!u've chosen me!(:

2008-06-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

ohoh!i've been tagged to do a survey.hahah..

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs .=)
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Con't this game by sending it to other people.(:
Okok, here i go :

#1. if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
huiting says : Firstly, i will cry out to God! Secondly,i will have a one-to-one talk with "my lover" but of course i will sure be very very sad.But love is about sacrifice and acceptance,i will still respect "my lover"'s decision.No matter what it is,i know my God will make a way out for me...=]

#2. if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
huiting says : i will kept on visualising it and dreaming it and believe that it will happen!hmm..my dream now is that i could be a more carefree and strong girl...=)

#3. what will your dream wedding to be like?
huiting says : hmm...GOOD QUESTION!!! my dream wedding must be hold in a church with beautiful cross hanging ard...The presence of God must be there and i must also have one or two pastors there to hold that wedding ceremony. The whole church must be designed with the code of love...And let me and "my lover" come tgt and pray like the main lead in a movie...how romantic it is...but...it is a dream afterall!(:

#4. are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
huiting says : confused?yeah...when someone treat me too good,i'm really confused or perhaps will misunderstand them..=X

#5. what's your ideal lover like?
huiting says : hmm,a rough guideline?haha..taller than me; cheerful; christ-minded; sweet; positive; cute; gentle at times; manly; initiative; humorous and blah blah blah... =))

#6. what is more blessed? loving someone or being loved by someone?
huiting says: Haha..to me is being loved by someone is more blessed!cause no matter what,they will still rmb to take care of me first.(:

#7. how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
huiting says : True love is found thru adversity...If i know that he is really that s/b in my life,i can wait as long up to maximum 8 yrs bah?haha!!!i waited for someone for i think 1 to 2 yr before bah if i'm not wrong..LOL.=X

#8. if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
huiting says : what can i do?of course, i will try to accept the fact & move on...although it will be hurting but i rather hurt myself than to go break them up...

#9. is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
huiting says : These few days?wah..seriously no lea..have been ejoying my these few days..wahaha!=]

#10. is being tagged fun?
huiting says : huh??being tagged fun?wah..random qns!LOL...^^

#11. how do you see yourself in 10 years time?
huiting says : wah..see ur future?eh..i think i will still be as pretty?HAHA~!no lah..kidding..hmm..i think i will still be serving my God and perhaps a cg guitarist?HAHA~

#12. who are currently the most important people to you?
huiting says : God; family; frens..=]

#13. what kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
huiting says : hmm?he's a nice guy..although he likes to make fun of me but it's to entertain me.(:

#14. would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
huiting says : eh..this qns ah...quite daunting to answer lea..but for now,i would rather be rich and single cus being single is my decision now..(focusing on God,my dears).And i always dream of becoming rich..hahah.

#15. what's the first thing you do every morning?
huiting says : of cause it's to check whether there's saliva ard my face not...LOL.no lah..kidding!

#16. would you give all in a relationship?
huiting says : Depends on what r/s i'm in.For a r/s with God,i will 100% be in.For family,maybe 90%.For frens,perhaps 80%.For "my lover"..not to be reveal at this moment..

#17. if you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
huiting says : oh no!i will follow my heart and choose the person i think he will take care of me most...

#18. what type of friends do you like?
huiting says : Those that won't have communication breakdown,like won't run out of topic to chat.And those who loves me, i will love them too...

#19. what type of friends do you dislike?
huiting says : dislike?eh.hypocrites..

tagged by: zhiyong =.=
and those 8 chosen people :
-jasmine
-howard
-junwei
-teresa
-liyun
-jane
-bernice
-felicia

(Readers are also invited to do this survey!=])

True love is found thru adversity!=)

2008-06-01T20:23:00.000+08:00

Just d/l the photoshop cd.WAHAHA~
but sadly,still dunno how to use it at all.gotta ask cheryl to help me with that cus she is a pro at photoshopping!!!(:

Have been HABBO-ING recently cus my siblings & cousins had asked me to sign up.
And so,i did.Now,drop dead...i'm addicted already...=X
aiyo!i can even played the whole day sia...& lalala..

i love playing monopoly online too!it's so different..still have sound effects!LOL~
Here are some games to play to kill boredom :
1) http://www.games2girls.com/online.php?flash=3320
2) http://www.3ddgames.com/ (all sorts of games)
3) http://www.habbo.com.sg/ or http://www.habbo.com (or simply just sign up here)

i'm not worthy to be ur fren bah?i dunno either...=X

2008-05-28T12:16:00.000+08:00

yea i read ur blog...actually i already know it's all about me.
and i had long know that there's sth strong with us..just that seriously i dunno what's the problem btw us.what is the main problem btw us then?perhaps it was with me...=X
maybe i had not really treasured the friendship btw us..=X
i really pary that God will overturns everything.If we are meant to be tgt then i know God will made a way for us.Girl,Let's leave it to God ok?=)

wah~jialut grow fat liao...how ah how ah???=X
yea..hahah..i know a fren online recently..and he's a christian!
WAH..so cool sia(:
i love meeting all the christians ard!wahaha~
hohoho!
LOL..okok..just now have a great chat talking with michelle.she shared with me alot!
thx her for all the encouragement!i love chatting with her...=)

Smiley faces(i hope we can be happy men and women!and no more sorrow faces ok?)

hopefully...NO MORE chinese paper again!!!=X

2008-05-26T16:34:00.000+08:00

yeah!!!finally finished my o'level chinese paper 1 & 2.
although there are still oral and LC to go...but really thx God that i can no need to put all my focus on my chinese but focus more on other subjects instead...
Though i'm not really confident of getting my A2 for chinese but i know i've done my best(:
i will leave the others in the hand of God!

yesyes!and now is my relaxation time!hahah..one day rest for myself for all the effort made=)
LOL.but i think i will still get back to books tonight..i think i'm used to the schooling days liao...
STUDYING has slowly became an interesting thing to do..(oh no!m i crazy?).

wah..i can't imagine what i will do aft my o's..!i wan to faster end my days in NAN CHIAU!i wanna move on to poly or maybe jc...=))

Daddy-in-Heaven,
Thx for asking the Holy Spirit to be with me thru out during the whole exam period!
i can sense that U're just so close to me...and..i can finally do my paper peacefully..i know it is the peace of God..and WOW !!!~U're s wonderful!i love U,Daddy....(muacks).

P.M: i seriously dunno what's the problem btw us?there's like a barrier stopping us to talk to one another.i find myself chatting less and less to u.& i just dunno why...it became a daunting thing to chat with u.sometimes,we even so cold when we see each other.i find that the love was not there already.perhaps,we've know each other too well that this problems starts to come.i really dunno why...i was sad that when i tapped u,but u just gave a "dun care" look.i hate it when sometimes u just showed how vexed u are when talking to me.Or perhaps i have did something wrong that's why u treated me this way or maybe u're also not accountable to me anymore or maybe. ...i'm sorry,ok?i dunno how shall we get back again to the time when we were always having laughters and joys...i just want to know what's the problem with us???

wow!amazing~(:

2008-05-25T16:15:00.000+08:00

ROARS~finally back to blog again!
i love the preaching by Pst Tan today...it was like directly speaking to me!(:
i was really touched and motivated by the word!
yea..when God put u in any circumstances,God have a plan already.
He knows how and when to bring u out of the situation too!BUT do not doubt Him ,always have complete trust in Him.=)

wah,time really flies...and tml is my chinese o'level exams again! LOL
my desire grade for chinese is A2 lea..
"God,pls show me Your way!!!"

actually i wanted to thx Mrs Ng for saying good things to my mummy about my studies during "meet-the-parents"sessions and encouraging to pray...hahaha..
Thx God for all the ppl that U have blessed me..i am greatly loved!!!(:
i shan't be jealous of those ppl who are better,richer,prettier,cutier or even spiritual than me BUT i will always look on the bright side of the things cus i know no matter what,it is still a bless-ing thingy to be in love...where some ppl dun even have been loved by the world,or by their parents or frens...
so..let's enjoy everything we have now and not regret it,but not treasure it only when u have lose them. okok?(:

how many times have i broken Your heart?

2008-05-22T23:32:00.000+08:00

Thx for the verses!i know u all meant well.yea.i am trying to get myself up again!(:

"(10:08 PM) nick: But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
(10:08 PM) nick: i'll pray for u (:
(10:59 PM) eio: hey! psalm 55:22 says Cast your burden on the LORD, And He shall sustain you; He shall never permit the righteous to be moved.

don't b discouraged bah. God sees all. He sees your efforts in putting Him first. He sees that u're really being a living sacrifice. He sees the love that you hav for Him. and He's pleased. (:
(11:00 PM) eio: God understands what ya going thru and He'll always b there. sometimes He might seem so far, but no, He is always wif you. like wad the Bible says, He will never leave nor forsake you.
(11:02 PM) eio: keep walking bah! whenever u're tired, draw strength from God. confide in God. cast all ur burdens to the Lord. He will sustain you. He'll nt let ya down."

Happy birthday to KOH ZHIYONG!

my uncle is SO unreasonable can?=X

2008-05-21T22:09:00.000+08:00

how dare my uncle quarelled with my mummy about my stuffs?
shouldn't be parents in charge of children and not a uncle?
i went to night study in sch just now and my uncle was over-sensitive and thought i went out..he forced me to be back by 10pm.why can't i even have the freedom to study in sch?
oh pls man!this is MY o'level exams and of course i'm more concerned than he does.=X
i know he cares BUT can he dun be so demanding,i'm not her daughter afterall!
i may be quite harsh on words but i know blog is somewhere i could show all my emotions!
Do u know why?actually the main point is obviously we just can't vent our anger or to show our emotions off easily in front of someone~ cus that's too OVER!and perhaps it may be more hurtful or even violent!=X
i'm really trying to obey my parents' words.and thx mummy!(i shan't not say why cus it's quite confidential).At least both of us made an agreement and she is not so unreasonable like my uncle.sian!*relieved*

Suddenly, i felt that there's really alot of works to catch up with.i'm tired though and i seriously needs someone to motivate me or to even help me by checking with me every night if i'm ok and share my burdens with.i'm a human afterall,i need a supporter in my daily life too.Though i know,there won't be anyone BUT i always have that desire in heart till that "someone" appears.And it made me think of my exs.They are always there for me when i need them just that i don't know how to treasure them at that moment.BUT of cus,i still know God is always my biggest supporter and listener!=)

Everything needs a step of FAITH! Amen?

2008-05-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

Due to my poor results,i have been asked to step down as a connect grp leader by veron.
Seriously,quite sad but it is a good way too.As in,i really need to get on track with my studies first. Actually i had already requested to sutiean of stepping down as a cngl for a long time liao,but she always said i can be stretched somemore so she didn't approve my request.But unfortunately,when i asked sutiean if i were to step down for the second time which was recently too,she convinced me and i heeded sutiean's words and tried my very best to be stretched again BUT when i stood up again and get every thing on track liao,veron asked me to step down.Therefore,i'm quite hurt but relieved also..!LOL.

Anyways,thx all that have been praying for me...
i have sth great to share with u all:
hey!u know what,i received a $400.oo cheque by our sch Hock Kian Huay Guan today...
i was really so shocked lo..and...i really can't believe my eyes.
Somehow or rather,i think last one or two yrs back,that person-in-charge of the financial assistance had already told me that i'm not suitable for the financial assistance anymore cus my father's income had increased.BUT BUT...u see,i suddenly received it again.
hahah..Praise the Lord!i had been very financially tight lately cus my third uncle had forced me to return him the money that he had given me after striking lottery cus he dun wan me to go church anymore=X But i had already used the money.So to pay him back,i used all my money that i had saved which means i'm left with nth.(Not nth lah,ONLY money)!But now i received a financial blessing!Thx God!~
But i really thx God for all the "church-mates" that He had given me.Cus they had seriously prayed and prayed for me lately.Cus i'm facing probs after probs~^_^
All thx to (psalm 35)!---->which sutiean said was very similar to what i'm gg thru.

dead dead dead~

2008-05-19T15:41:00.000+08:00

LOL~recently didn't have time to update blog..plus recently meet w some obstacles!
and i came down w a fever ytd..no wonder during svc,i felt so diff lah..aiyo~
now,have headache and sore throat.
God,pls heal me!~

tml onwards,have to start my revision for chinese cus o'level chinese is just ard the corner...i think would be next mon bah.so fast right?
really have not much time to prepare liao.=/
and my desire grade for chinese is A2.

yays!church camp is coming!!!olay!i'm looking forward to it man~
anyone wants to come w me?it's on the 15th-16th June.At Aloha Changi Chalet.
hahaha..

The tests i have taken...WAHAHA!too sian already!

2008-05-14T16:58:00.000+08:00

You Are 44% Open

You are a fairly open person, but you also like to maintain your privacy.

You definitely will tell all (okay, almost all) to your closest friends...

But strangers and acquaintances only get a peek into your life.

How Open Are You?

You Are 32% Cynical

Generally you give people the benefit of the doubt. But there are exceptions.

You buy into many of the things that mainstream society believes, but you're not anybody's fool.

How Cynical Are You?

Colorful and Sexy

Confident and outrageous, you have the personality to wear a dress that really turns heads.

What's Your Prom Style?

You Are 46% Vain

You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence.

Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you!

How Vain Are You?

You Need Some Yellow in Your Life

Yellow will make you feel happy, perky, and hyper.

And with a little yellow, you will project an aura of energy.

If you want attention, you've got to get a little yellow in your life!

For extra punch: Combine yellow with blue or orange

The downside of yellow: People associate it with sickness and deceit

The consequences of more yellow in your life:

You will have more mental clarity, especially when faced with difficult problems

You will be protected from depression and moodiness

You will be a lot less likely to burn out or feel stressed

What Color Do You Need?

You Are Ned Flanders

A good neighbor and a devout Christian, you are a community leader.

And you are called to make the world a better place, especially for left handed people.

You will be remembered for: your goofy expressions - "hi-dilly, ho-dilly!"

Your life philosophy: "I've done everything the Bible says - even the stuff that contradicts the other stuff!"

The Simpsons Personality Test

You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.

You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.

A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.

But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

You Are An ESFP

The Performer

You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.

A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.

You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.

You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.

In love, you are a smooth talker and incorrigible flirt.

While you get into relationships easily, you don't tend to stick around when times get tough.

At work, you do well in groups. You keep everyone laughing through difficult tasks.

You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

How you see yourself: Capable, fair, and efficient

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, stubborn, and silly

What's Your Personality Type?

Your Biblical Name Is...

Daba Neria

You will not live to see the end of times.

What's Your Biblical Name?

Your Life Path Number is 11

Your purpose in life is to inspire others

Your amazing energy draws people to you, and you give them great insight in return.

You hold a great amount of power over others, without even trying.

You have the makings of an inventor, artist, religious leader, or prophet.

In love, you are sensitive and passionate. You connect with your partner on a very deep level.

You have great abilities, but you are often way too critical of yourself.

You don't fit in - and instead of celebrating your differences, you dwell on them.

You have high expectations of yourself. But sometimes you set them too high and don't achieve anything.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

Your Attitude is Better than 70% of the Population

You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you.

How's Your Attitude?

EXAMS are over!but...SORROWS had started!

2008-05-13T23:53:00.000+08:00

i really think i won't do well for my mid-yr this time.
i didn't really study plus,i'm too nervous and have a bad stomachahe when the papers were distributed..^^oops!
BUT i seriously love exams period.cus we were able to release v early!!!wahaha~

yea..tml gg to bugis then to power hse then to BS!whole day long..schedule packed!!!
i was thinking of gg for a swim early in the morning like 8 plus like that.do u think i should?
Make full use of the whole day ma.=)
i need to EXERCISE too ...
LOL.

sutiean coming all the way to meet me on thur.wah...i'm really so touched u know...
hahaha!
i'm really so blessed to have sutiean as my cgl!(:
and..i will seriously treasured it this time.Nv treat it for granted again~
okok,set!i really want to go for a swim tml.and just me & me ALONE!(:

u've made a difference in my life!(:

2008-05-12T20:20:00.000+08:00

aiyo!my phone really have a big problem!!!
i can't receive mq's msg.Hence,i dunno how many msg have i not receive already.
cus mq kept on asking me why i didn't receive her msg.=/
is it SIM or PHONE prob???

today was the second last paper which was a-math.
i had already tried my best.but..my time management was so lousy!!!
To conclude,for this mid-yr,i dun think i can do well at all~
BUT i know i have not put in 100% effort so i can't expect 100% output.
Somemore,i gotta improve on my time management,cus for all the papers,i just can't do finish!=X

Thank God for the financial blessings!
WOW~aft clearing my building fund,
things started to become better now(i mean for my family matter).
financial blessings kept coming in.(:
wahaha!

i'm longing for more of You,my God~
and...
i'm looking forward to wed,BS...BS...BS...!!!hahaha!~
and..
WED IS MY SCH HOLIDAY!olay.....LOL

i can see that things are getting better!

2008-05-11T22:47:00.000+08:00

Thanks u guys for praying for me recently!~
things are getting better already..
Although it will stretch my faith during these departure BUT i know my God is a flexible God!
i will walk in Ur way so that not my will be done but Urs will be done!~

went to eat dinner with my entire family this evening.
wahaha~played w my cousins just.They are super funny and nice play-mate lah.
they can't bear me to go off just now!(:so touched,really!!!feel so welcome by them.

Thanks to my laopo,mq for accompany-ing me thru out.and pei me when i'm feeling low and lonely.
i just wanna show u how much i treasure u!

Last but not least...Happy mothers' day to all the mothers and mothers-to-be.

To mummy:
i really have thousands and millions of "thank-you" to say to u.
Thank u for giving birth to me and giving all the best to me.
Although we have some misunderstandings and rebellious attitude of mine,u didn't stop loving me.
i know u have dote me alot more than my siblings.
i understand that ur effort and time that u've spent on me..
and i love u,mummy!(:

wah..still have 2 more days when mid-yr is finally o-v-e-r!

2008-05-11T01:58:00.000+08:00

Just now when i was studying, i found s song v nice when listening 98.7FM.hahah
Title: Realise. Artist:Colbie Caillat.
Her song:

Her lyric:
The little things you do to me
are taking me over
I wanna show you
everything inside of me
like a nervous heart that is crazy beating
My feet are stuck here
against the pavement
I wanna break free
I wanna make it
closer to your eyes
get your attention
before you pass me by

Back Up Back up
take another chance
don't you mess up mess up
I don't wanna lose you
wake up wake up
this ain't just a thing that you
give up give up
don't you say that I'd be better off
better off siting by myself wondering
if I'm better off better off without you boy

The little things you do need
are taking me over
I wanna show you
everything inside of me
like a nervous heart that is crazy beating
My feet are stuck here
against the pavement
I wanna break free
I wanna make it
closer to your eyes
get your attention
before you pass me by

Back Up Back up
take another chance
don't you mess up mess up
I don't wanna lose you
wake up wake up
this ain't just a thing that you
give up give up
don't you say that I'd be better off
better off siting by myself wondering
if I'm better off better off without you boy

don't just leave me hanging on
don't just leave me hanging on

The little things you do need
are taking me over
I wanna show you
everything inside of me
like a nervous heart that is crazy beating
My feet are stuck here
against the pavement
I wanna break free
I wanna make it
closer to your eyes
get your attention
before you pass me by

don't just leave me hanging on

Back Up Back up
take another chance
don't you mess up mess up
I don't wanna lose you
wake up wake up
this ain't just a thing that you
give up give up
don't you say that I'd be

don't just leave me hanging on
Her video:

wah..tiring days!but thank God,everything is gg better liao.
i finally able to step out of faith to talk w my mummy.
Although i'm sad that she won't be able to attend svc tml but i will capture and hold on to the vision that God have placed in me.(thanks sutiean for the advice).
hmm..wah..feeling so much better already!thanks u guys for all those motivation words!

these few days have indeed drawn me more closer to God!
yea..i like the feeling of crying out to God like a little girl whose have gone thru some sufferings but Daddy will always be there to "sayang" u....i just feel so loved~and yes i am(very confidently).
oh yea..ytd when i was strumming the guitar,my guitar pick spoilt!wahaha..anionting of God...(LOL!!!)
here is how my guitar pick becomes:

See...how wonderful it has become!!!LOL.

Thank God it only spoilt aft i finish a song!!!God is indeed good and all the times God is good!~

just finish chatting w mq on phone,she had indeed shared alot w me...hahah..yes mq:"i will be praying for u!"wahaha!
okok..tml still have svc i needa know my body well..haha!

Daddy in Heaven:
i wanna tell how much i love U BUT i think i will express it out instead!
i wanna thank u so much to be by my side BUT i will express it out instead!
i wanna tell the others how much u love them BUT i will express it out instead!
i wanna tell the world how much u cared BUT i will express it out instead!

Hence,i wanna express it out to let the whole world know BUT not just by words but by actions!=]
and Lord,i'm willing to sacrificed for U as u 're worthy for me to do so!~

thanks for Ur love,my Heavenlly Father!(:

2008-05-07T00:04:00.000+08:00

这里发现爱

i have been catching this show recently.It is very sweet!ZaiZai is so cute inside.
It is a taiwan drama!hmm..i dunno why BUT i just love taiwan dramas!=)

This storybk is nice!It was so cruel of what the mummy did to the son!=X
but i still haven read finish..Sutiean lent it to me so that i was not sian during the wake back then.

heyhey!mummy's day is just ard the corner,it was just this sun!Have u prepare the event on that day?
If u have not...u can try our church mother's day special wkends!There are drama;"Best mum"contest;"Look-alike"contest;Family portrait-taking;Free Gift for all mothers!wow!hahah.
Expo-- sat: 5.30pm-7.30pm.
sun: 10am-12pm.
Jurong West-- sat: 3.30pm-5.30pm.
sun: 12.30pm-2.30pm.

tml we are having ss and chem.sian..ss still have so much thingy to read on!argh!i need TIME!~

These are the postcards i have bought at JW attributes back then.
i still have not touch any of them.i rmb i bought 6,i gave 1 of it(dog's pic)to mq.
hahaha.isn't these nice?LOL

A song that express how i feel now!=]

2008-05-05T21:17:00.000+08:00

Lyrics for "Everything to me"
I grew up in sunday school
I memorized the Golden rule
And how Jesus came to set the sinner free
I know the story inside out
I can tell you all about
The path that led Him up to Calvary
But ask me why He loves me
And I don't know what to say
But i'll never be the same
Because he changed my life when He became...

(CHORUS)
Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything, everything to me

We're living in uncertain times
And more and more
I find that i'm aware
Of just how fragile life can be
I want to tell the world I found
A love that turned my life around
They need to know that they can taste and see
Now everyday I'm praying
Just to give my heart away
I want live for Jesus
So that someone else might see that he is...

(CHORUS)
Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything
And looking back over my life at the end
I'll go to meet you saying you've been...

(CHORUS)
You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
You're everything to me
Lord, you're everything to me,Jesus

i saw ur comment!

2008-05-04T19:12:00.000+08:00

i know perhaps or somehow i may have hurt my family members.i'm just so sorry!i'm not trying to be rebellious but i'm trying to fight for my happiness.
if there are any consequences,i will bear it myself cus i know that there won't be regrets.
now that,my uncle knew that i went to church,he had set a rule that i cannot go out anymore for sat and sun..what have i done to deserve that i can't enjoy my sat and sun happily anymore?
i was merely trying to fellowship w my God and my frens!and live a good life.
why is it wrong to fight for our own happiness?i just find peace in church and the joy that i have nv had and the real me.!
now everything was ruined cus of all the rejections i have.
BUT..God is always wanting me to forgive as u all dunno what u all are doing.
yea,u all are seeing things in the visible realm but i am seeing the things in the invisible realm.
in the previous post,i'm not scolding u all but i just see that the devil is doing sth to stop my family members to get saved.of cus i hope that everyone could get saved!
i sneaked out to church this morning,and Praise the Lord!today's msg is so strong that i just wan to kneel down before God and hug Him.Thank u Pst Tan.
Pst Tan had shared the story of the South Korea church Pastor(Dr yonggi cho) today that had indeed motivated me!
The story goes...
That time was a severe food poisoning gg on in South korea which had killed 30 over ppl and Dr Cho's son was one of them who got sick.His son was only about 5 yrs old or less.He was so young yet he was gg to die.
when Dr Cho was still preaching in a church,his wife called him and told him the condition of his son was bad and was gg to die.Dr Cho didn't believe that his son have to go as he "sees" his son getting better if he pray!
Therefore,he con't in his praying.He prayed and prayed up to mid-night and then rushed over to the hospital.In the hospital,Dr Cho didn't give up in praying,he prayed and prayed.Suddenly,he felt a power,he went to his son and hold his son on his shoulder and said "in Jesus's name,be revived!".He kept pulling and pulling and his son finally revived and stood up.He shared with Dr Cho his enconter w God,
"daddy, when i was in heaven, i saw alot of people who had died and rose up tgt with me and they were from our church! and alot of them pointed to me and say " he is our pastor son!". Jesus came to me and hold my hand.He told me that,"ur father just couldn't let u go and ur time had not come so u doesn't belong to here right now" and He send me back to earth!" It is so wonderful!=]

& really thanks u guys for the encouragements!u all had greatly let me know "that's what frens are for"
Thank u so much!=]

Lord,pls help me.!

2008-05-01T19:58:00.000+08:00

Lord,pls give me Ur strength!~
recently there are so much persecutions in my life.
Firstly is my grandpa's death.
Next,my god-sis's "lecture".
Now,my parents and uncle's "lecture".
All the lectures are on CHRISTIANITY!
Seriously,i hate it man!i dun like ppl insulting my decision to this religion.
can't they see my changes?i myself know the changes in me.
yea yea,all the rubbishes that they said.
my uncle told me not to go out on both sat & sun anymore if not will have beatings.
okok.i know here come all the devil's plan!i know what i am doing.
But i really need U,God,guards my heart!
this coming sun,i will not lie anymore.i will just go to the usual place i always go!
God i wanna have a big breakthru this time.!
Jiayou HUITING!It is the time to have breakthru!
& yea Daddy in Heaven,i'm willing to sacrifice for You cus i know it is worthy.Be my guider!=)

LETHARGIC?I'M DOWN OK!

2008-04-23T16:36:00.000+08:00

just felt so lethargic to do anything at all!i'm really tired!
all i feel like doing is cries.
i wanna go for bs BUT also dun feel like going.
i know i'm contradicting.
i'm sorry!

Again & again,i just felt like no-one except God ever care about me.
at least God are willing to talk to me in my secret place & hear me complain & complain.

whenever i talked to someone,i can see that the person just dun feel like listening.
why shall i bother to say anything?
it hurts u know..again & again,i tolerate.
when i stopped talking,u dun even know!

sometimes,talking to non-believers are somewhat better.
noone ever want to talk to me..WHATEVER LAH!
i'm sorry.but i just feel this way.At least they listened to me,they are patience enough to listen to what my piece is.

i really tried my best to share w believers,why is it so much difficult?
Everytime had to put on a strong front,it is difficult u know?
i know reaching out to frens is impt BUT u know while reaching out i loses a lot of my non-believer's frens.
cus whenever i msg them,they knew i would ask them for either svc or cg & worst some avoided me and alot of my old frens didn't even want to meet me cus i'm a christian!so what i'm a christian?

i'll be ok tml,i'm sorry for such a negative post.At least i felt somehow better aft complaining.Thank u, bloggie!

i want to have Ur anointing too!~

2008-04-22T17:03:00.000+08:00

Had a long day of learning today BUT is seriously too tired liao although i slept quite early ytd.
hahah..

da bai mu!!!i'm so silly!=X
HUITING IS STUPID!HUITING IS DUMB!

& all the photos were gone!
aiyo!i want to play the "eng's game" & "chinese's idioms",
i miss playing w eio & nick they all!
Thanks for cooperating w me...
hais can't find anyone in class that enjoy to play w me.LOL!

watching "fated to love" & it's so sweet!hahah..
yay!tml is bs day!& me and mq have decided to go to the power hse!~
yippie!=]

Dr Kim is so cute!

2008-04-19T21:06:00.001+08:00

This afternoon, we had our cg at simei & so glad that rosa,alex & eileen(all junwei's frens) came for cg!
actually i didn't expect they come,but i'm so happy to know them!=)
they are all wonderful ppl!& i really hope that i can know them more.

watched online svc just now!wow~amazingly i could catch most of the words!
LOL!why do i say so?cus...everytime if i can't catch anything at the beginning,i will stop listening & claimed that i can't understand anything,oops!!=X
& wow-ness!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh no!i always didn't take pledge sincerely as i dun like to recite it out cus alot of our sch-mates dun practice the habit of reciting pledge!!!BUT..From Pastor Kong's offering msg,"A pledge is a committment!So we must say the pledge!" & "u can't be a Christian if u dun have committment!"hahah!okok.i repent!& i will start from monday onwards!i will recite the pledge!=))

Thanks for entertaining me & brighten-ing my day!u are the blessing that God had given me.
i will always rmb the times that u had make a difference in my life!
Thank u, my dear frens for always be there for me!=)

Lyrics:
"wonderful love of Jesus
mighty love of Jesus
i'll praise the Lord forevermore!"

hahaha!have been playing w my new phone & trying to figure the things that i dunno..oh gosh!waste so much precious time!
okok..
HUITING!can u pls spend more time on ur studies? & always rmb to PRAY MORE cus God will answer ur prayer when perservere in ur prayer!=]

Have u experienced it b4?

2008-04-18T17:19:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/swf/l.swf?video_id=vSlKKHoBXf4&rel=1&eurl=http%3A//veronicatang13.multiply.com/links/item/1/httpwww.youtube.comvvSlKKHoBXf4rel1&iurl=http%3A//i.ytimg.com/vi/vSlKKHoBXf4/default.jpg&t=OEgsToPDskJe4KXsaAQ63CU54tSK_T7B &
Go to e link given above!Have u seen 8-yrs old kid preached God's words?
He was so young yet being used fully by God!What an amazing testimony!=]
hmm..this was taken from veron's blog..

today felt so relunctant to go to our sch annual sports meet.cus is like so sian can...
then dragged time & was late.But Thank God!i wasn't really that late cus DM wasn't there when i reached so didn't kanna caught whereas my classmates who was late was kanna caught & e DM copied their name!hoho!As the attendance today was counted as our normal days's attendence so i wanna thank God that i wasn't kanna caught!=]

-While reminiscing those times, i just felt that u were more happy last time!Although u were quiet & just so cold.
-While re-looking back at e msg(s) that we had tgt, i just felt that u were more talkative now!Although we wasn't talking now.
-While asking myself why do i like u before? i just felt so regretted liking u!Although u were so attractive in the past.
To conclude, it is the time to say "Goodbye,my love!"

BUBBLE TEA rocks!

2008-04-16T15:41:00.000+08:00

Getting addicted to pearl milk tea!almost everyday aft sch will buy bubble tea to drink.
HAHAH!
have been trying to STUDY recently.i really need to buck up liao cus there is not much time left liao:(

i hate people watching me when i'm trying my best to focus-ing man!
is like i will get v uncomfortable.
Library is a place whereby students can be able to relax & focus de ma.=X

oh no!i haven come out w a plan man!"God,pls help me!"

oh yea,when reading newspaper today,i was "captivated" by an article which was about a 17-yr old teen(F.U.I:male)helped his lover(F.U.I:female)who was already 25 yr old to kill her husband.He stabbed her husband "9" times, & IT WASN'T THE 1ST ATTEMPT ALREADY.!!!He was manipulated by his lover w the "promises of love" & threats to leave him.The woman was the victim of a woman who was the "exploitative monster" in e r/s as coded from the newspaper.That teen was from a broken family,maybe that's the cause to this murder case.He had lost his mother since young,so he was lack of motherly love.Hence,i think that his love for his lover was just because his lover had the type of "motherly love" that he's always looking for,somemore his lover was a married woman.The murder took place at a lift lobby at Whampoa Road as coded from the newspaper.That teen was under 18 so he escaped e mandatory death penalty & are now detained under e President's Pleasure till granted clemency.It is really such a waste for a teen's future to be ruined by this stupid act lah.I can tell from the news that the teen had regretted what he had done! BUT ..everything was already too late loh!=X

okok..i'm running out of time liao.gotta go power hse to pray & have bs!lalala!=))

Get a hold of God & PRAY!=)

2008-04-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

Bro Poh is really amazing!blessing to have such a strong song leader in our church..i am so touched by him.
His testimony is great!
i really hope he can get well soon!
"Bro Poh~jiayou! Let's our hearts stay as one! u will get well soon de!"

Pst Kong preaching today is powerful!Really got encouraged & i really want to say: Prayers do work.!
The more u prayed, the stronger u are!& the ONLY secret to power--- prayer!!!
yeah!we must have the unusual spiritual hunger for Him!
#01 i want God to bless me.
#02 i want him to enlarge my territory.
#03 i want the hand of God be upon me.
#04 i want God to keep me from evil.
"God oh God,take a hold of me pls!"

To conclude : Your love for God is dependent on ur wait for God in Prayer!=]
Jiayou christians!there will sure be tribulations and obstacles,cus the devil is jealous of our revival.Dun ever think of giving up cus it will be most stupid decision to make!Always rmb : The joy of the Lord is our strength!

i will miss this sch concert alot!Thanks guys!=]

2008-04-13T00:38:00.000+08:00

me & qi always like to "zi-lian"~!agree?

yeah~!Welcome our cute sis,BERNICE!tah tah tah!=)

While visiting Serah in the CDC!& waiting for the guys to come..bored till EMO-ING!=]

there are still somemore pictures!BUT sian,haven get hold of them!Took during our sch concert at T.P(Tanjiong Pagar!)

Chiong hwk last few days!=X

2008-04-12T01:04:00.000+08:00

everyday also hwk,hwk & hwk.plenty & plenty of them can.?
plus have to start my revision NOW!have been wasting alot of time on watching show on youtube!
For the past few days,i had successfully keep myself discipline & study till 3+ am each day..
of cus is starts at 8.00pm lah,not so powerful!~..=X
Do u want to praise me?LOL
it is really a very big breakthru for me.Cus whenever i touched books,i will feel so sleepy & tired suddenly BUT thru-out the revision time i didn't fall alsleep & for the sch lessons, although i'm tired,at least i successfully keep myself awake at times.Praise the Lord!=))

tml,our sch organised a public concert! my whole class is going due to "some reasons"!LOL
most of our sch ppl are wearing formal sia & alot of girls putting on make-up too.
SIAN!what to wear?who can tell me?
ps: mq laopo, i want the photos!!!(=

Emo post!

2008-04-08T19:53:00.000+08:00

Life has full of ups & downs!
We will surely leave this world one day!
People fall ill & some people might have just leave us.
All sorts of reasons may just bring us death and persecute our life.
Who knows whether i have any diseases?i might have or maybe a v serious condition?
i also can't deny that i'm scared of pain and having sicknesses as i seriously scared of those things.
These are all persecutions set by the devil, dun be amazed by it cus there will be more coming!!!=X
Life is short & it all depends on how u live it whether to live everyday fully and happily or to waste ur precious time on sth that is useless.Time is really running out v fast.Suddenly,i felt that so many yrs had passed, i had not really live life fully & stretched myself to the fullest & i felt so wasted.i had really too much time bandits in my life!...

There won't be flawless people in this world!
Well, maybe u might have seen s/b in ur life as the "perfect girl/boy".
Nonono!~there won't be perfect person in this world!
Are u dare to say that u are flawless? OR Are u dare to say that u are perfect?
if ur answer is yes,how sure are u?
In humans' heart, there will be jealousy, greedy-ness, selfish-ness, self-centered--ness, emptyness & many many more!i defines them as the "Crimes of ur heart"!
It all depends on how u guard ur heart!!!=)
there will sure be a time when u had committed the "Crimes of ur heart".
Dun tell me 'no'!u can lie to others BUT u can't lie to urself!

To conclude,
it is ironic to tell u that!...
^_3uh-oh!aft sch,went to bernice's ah gong funeral!
i can see that she is sad.& saw her ah ma's eyes so red!The r/s btw the old couple must be v loving!
and..heard from st that sarah had been hospitalised!=/
i think that devil had started to do his job by setting obstacles & tribulations in our life!
BUT persecution brings forth victory!
we have our victory King,Jesus Christ in our life as i believe He will still save us from all troubles!~

oops!i'm sorry for this few days of "not blogging"!

2008-04-06T00:28:00.000+08:00

me and mq made cookies just now..hahah..bringing for cgm to eat tml!haha,good of us hohs!
LOL!today went for cg!i found that the sermon is specially for me..felt that it was all speaking about me=/
nvm..it also encouraged me to continue to bring glory & tolerate for Him.
As blessings are for those who use a true heart to worship Him and willing to sacrifice for Him.
blessing are for those who waits patiencely!

have been sleeping late recently!
i know it is not right to do so,but it had been my daily routine as i'm watching "yuan lai wo bu shuai"!
It is really a nice show.& jj is so cute!the show is comedy too!=)
& i really need somebody to teach me in my studies.who can???

just read andy's blog and saw ths quiz and went to try out~ hahah!
here is the result:

What Joanne Koh Huiting Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.

You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.

You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.

People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Pictures say everything!=]

2008-04-03T00:03:00.000+08:00

Dolphins are cute can?Have u heard of the legend of dolphins?

josen said: "aren't cat & dolphin supposed to be good frens?" LOL!

Random snap by photographers huiting & meiqi!Commended by huiting.

how to cope w STRESS!!!

2008-03-30T23:51:00.000+08:00

hmm.=STRESS=
how to cope w stress?oh ..i had learnt in cc last sat!hahaha.
it was to let go & let God,& prayers helps!

tml have chem & a-math test!=X
somemore there are so many chpts.!=/

how good if i have a tutor?
sadly,my parents said they couldn't afford me to go for tuition classes!=((
i know it can't be forced!so..let go & let God!=))

oh dear!i was kinda of bored!but i was lazy to reply msg!
am i bad if i didn't reply yy and jon's msg?=/
i felt bad BUT if i replied,i know it will continue & continue=o=
okok..i shall go set my goals & plan it properly!i want to acheive it in the end of the yr!=)
"jiayou" for me!!!=)

yay!have a fun time w the kids!=]

2008-03-29T21:20:00.000+08:00

ytd was such a "malu" day..can u imagine i vomit-ed in the public?
oh gosh!it was like super malu..so many ppl watching at me.
was not feelin' well ytd.=/
but thanks to yechao, rhoda, teresa and poh kiong~
they forked out money to buy sweets for me,so sweet of them!=)

went to serve a bus from simei to JW again today(bus EO6).
Thanks EO6!i had a great time today!=)

i felt so sorry!Shuling,i'm sorry!=/
i used to serve in ur bus once BUT now,i serve the other bus..
saw u today,and suddenly felt so..u know..hais~
i'm like.. who asked me to serve,then if i can, i will serve.
BUT sadly,everytime when u asked me to serve,i was like busy..so everytime rejected u!=/
but nvm..we are still serving Him!i will try to help out in ur bus if i can!(:

hahah..here are some photo taken today:

do u find this similar?sky of love?hahah..saw it when i am in bus 27 today!SO NICE CAN?

hahah~1 of my kid,angela!aren't she pretty?

hahah!thanks mq..u came all the way from tew tee to meet me at JW church~thank u so much!i love u,laopo<3

He junxiang smokes?=X

2008-03-27T20:28:00.000+08:00

was so sad just now,suddenly felt so weary.=/
was kanna motivated by andy! -- "thank u and glad to have u as my fren."
kept on calling yy just now but he didn't ans my call.
i'm only intending to have a chat w him=/
but thanks for eio's motivation!
"`eio says (9:38 PM):
hmm. no matter wad, press on man!
`eio says (9:39 PM):
the race is tough, might get stressful. but focus on the promised harvest (:
`eio says (9:39 PM):
focus on the end and nt the process!
`eio says (9:39 PM):
let's really work hard for this harvest man !"
`eio says (9:40 PM):
i oso tink can get quite stressful
`eio says (9:41 PM):
but juz gotta keep drawing strength frm God lor
hahaha!had a great chat w junwei and josen..=)
thanks!u all have been a blessings to me!!!=)

oh dear!i had not done my journal(2 newspapers + 2 articles).
aiyo!tml no need to go sch de lo budden mr krishnan !!!argh!
He organised a remedial lesson at early in the morning,7.30am lea!=X
i wanna slp de lea..tsk tsk=/

oh yea,i wanna share sth which i'm v disappointed w!
u know my idol,mike He(He junxiang) smoke lea=//
walau eh!!!totally disappointed lo..
"ouch"! heart pain sia~

st called me just now,she speaks thru my heart!
i know we are not as strong as u think we are!
yea..we will try & we are really trying~
none of u understand the feeling!~
ok~i shall complain no more and to anyone else!=X
-end-

hahah~the class photos of class 5A in 2008^^

2008-03-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

actually i dun really like the formal one! i like the photo of the "special candid" & "informal sample" lo..cus that day i had bad-hair day~=/

hahah!just changed my blogskin AGAIN~

2008-03-26T22:09:00.000+08:00

hahah.the previous really better ma?=/
aiyo~nvm right,readers?it won't affect u from reading hoh?wahaha!

yea..i do agree w what mq had posted on her blog lah!
indeed,mr krishnan is really too over this time already.
he shouldn't make fun of our religion lo.=/
when he said all these,did he thinks that he will ruin the good reputation about our Christianity?!!!=/
just have a chat w st,and she asked us to forgive him and maybe tell him directly that he shouldn't say it this way.=x

Thank God!
i had learnt to live everyday happily and positively...hahah..
u know why?
believe it anot.is up to u cus i worry no more!=)
ytd,i cry to God as u can see i'm down ytd!then in that v hr,God changed my mindset & thinkings!which made me feel like a BRAND NEW person!ahas!
totally a happy person~
So frens,being a happy person is always better than living in sorrows!
Change ur mindset today & u will find sth more impt than living in sorrows or hatred!
i will be there to help u if u need help, just depends whether u find me approachable not...
but i will always be there for each & everyone of u..hope u can be there for me too!=)
ps: -worry no more,frens!-

everything is gonna be alright man~

2008-03-25T21:54:00.000+08:00

sigh!whenever i saw zh online,i just felt pain in my heart!
it was just so unbearable=/
wanna lead him back,but u know it can be so hard?
the words that he said to me.oh gosh..
i just dun wanna mention...

Hurts after hurts,hais~
thanks for letting me experience this.and this will be the last time cus i gonna end this pain of mine right now..i just feel like blocking u but..i won't, for the sake of my Father.i forgive!and forget everything.i will still reach out to u as a fren.hopefully u will come back to Him.=)

hahah..S-M-I-L-E!and everything is gonna be alright!=)
i told mq that i have already get over it but whenever i saw u online,i just..imagine u are e one that had made me stay in Christ & now u are like..argh!dunno lah.
i'm sorry!=/
Get over it,huiting!=)
ps: sorry for the emo post!=/

this yr o' level,can i pass thru?

2008-03-24T20:18:00.000+08:00

The weather today is real hot sia!=/
went back home today,quickly went to take a nap..super tired~

aiyo!o' level chinese is just ard e corner,may lea.how sia?
just suddenly felt that things goes so quickly this yr...=/
i'm afraid i can't cope w it sia~
there are so much things to be complete & i still have so much things un-completed!
ms florence scolded us today & i really find her all her scoldings made points.
as she had said,this is already our 3rd time having o' chinese liao lea.
& seriously we have no reason for not getting an A this time round BUT look at our working attitude is like totally CMI lah..hwks dun even wanted to hand in.
after pondering,i just feel like i got to repent liao & seriously,this attitude of ours is totally NOT allowed this yr!Change me,o change me O Lord!=)
jiayou!Let's us work tgt,we will get our desired marks de!~

yeah!~i'm so happy today!

2008-03-23T18:22:00.000+08:00

Happy Easter Day~
Finally and finally...all the svc is successfully o-v-e-r!
all e two dramas,i have watched.
Let's really give e drama team a big big hand clap man!~
they really put so much hard work for this easter!two dramas at one go lea!!

i attended JW svc today cus yb wanna go JW de~josen also accompanied me!
To summarise,i really can see a difference in myself is that: before Christ,i was a "nobody love" BUT after Christ, i know i'm being loved and He also blessed me so many frens!~
i love U,Jesus! & i love u,frens!=)

today is already e 2nd day of Easter!=)

2008-03-22T22:00:00.000+08:00

Praise the Lord!For this 2 svc(s),my cng had 16 frens!=)
2 went to the altar call!!!~
Thanks for the hard work,my cng members!i know it had been hard for u!
still have one more svc to go!Let's really jiayou again.and chiong finish e last race w me ok?=)

ytd svc was super good,presence was strong..alot of my nc frens went down to altar call which made me wanna cry out man!so touched by them lah..then ytd was like "gang fight" like that..was in a real big group man!i think was around 20 over people!wahaha..we are "guai gia" gang lo.LOL!then played "hello" game w eio.ahaha!eh..i tell u..it is so shiok to ka jiao him!hahah..

today,in the morning went to serve in children's church at JW.
and u know what...i serve in the bus "EO6".hahah
then there was two kids that was really my favourite man!they always find me to "hold hands"LOL~
it's amazing!i always can't believe that i had e ability to communicate w children that well.and it's just so unbelievable!Like i nv know i can get saved!=)
yea man!that's God power!=)
after serving,went back to expo!~but sadly,i was late BUT indeed God is good all e time,all e time He is good!u know what,i was sitting so in front,tip top good view!,i could finally able to watch the pst's whole body!hee hee!okok...i shall not say it that way if not ppl thought i...hohoho!cus everytime,i was unable to see the pst,only on the LCD screen..so i'm happy!and josen's fren,Bernice got saved!hahaha!
so glad that weisiang came today!hahah..and "thank u,ws!& sorry for what i had done that hurt u last time!e poem that u gave me,it's still w me!won't throw it away but keep as a memento.haha!"
okok..i gtg!tml needs to wake up early to JW..if not can't wake up again,will disappoint my cgl again!=/

YES!I'M V SLEEPY TODAY=/

2008-03-19T23:34:00.000+08:00

wow~there's a comp among our sub-zones sia!which cng got the highest % of frens stands e the chance to win 50 BEN & JERRY VOUCHER and second in place 30 BEN & JERRY VOUCHER!wowwow!~
wahahahah~

really gotta ask for more frens man!hahaha..
oh yea!~mrs ng is so good can?
she know i had financial difficulties so when i asked her whether she wanna buy e popular vouchers from me,she immediately agreed to it and she said she will buy all i have!sia lah..!i'm so touched!totally unexpected that man!
i just can't believed my ears!~

okok..i shall stop here!gotta go do my QT and off to bed!
super tired..hahah!
yy asked me,"why today see u so sleepy ar?"
oh no!i have been caught!gotta do sth about it liao..hohoho!=/
edited* oh dear! i have no time to post e other part!so sorry..next post~

okok..here are some pictures in chronological order~

me and mq in our couple wear.

Our visit to the Old Folk Home

I love the toilet at chc in JW Church!=)

and..of course i love chc!hahaha!

Thanks for the blessings!

2008-03-18T20:43:00.000+08:00

ytd slept quite late so super tired now as i'm chiong-ing my hol hwks.
The english 10 articles.wahaha!
actually thinking of going mq's hse after sch to slp de..but end up watch "ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni"(we called it as qiao en's show) at her hse, as she dun really like qiao en's show so she went to slp.
When i'm watching show,hey and u guess what?Junwei called me to ask me about FASTING!!!=)
i'm so happy that my baby of Christ is growin' well man!hahaha...

aiyo!dunno why they kept sayin' me and the usher...it is not wrong to know more spiritual frens plus somemore we are all from chc family..i think he looks like jj,doesn't he?somemore he's jinlong's fren!wahaha!u all can go his blog man!u can be motivated by his post...hahah!
oh yea..today received so much blessings!!!(wow..super happy can?)
hahah..
i received a $40 transport voucher,$60 popular voucher and a $10 Fairprice voucher!
i really want to share that:
if u really give all to God,He will bless u even more than what u have given!
i can assure u!thru out the yr,i had received so much blessings,i know that all the blessings doesn't come by itself but by God!

Sth to share & hope it blesses u too!
From the book by Joyce Meyer(Battlefield of the mind):
the chpt on "Be positive"
~ Positive minds produced positive lives while negative minds produces negative lives.
~ +ve thoughts -- full of faith & hope.
~ -ve thoughts -- full of fears & doubt.
~ The avoidance of hope is a type of protection against being hurt.
~ (proverbs23:7)For as he[a person] thinks in his heart,so is he.
~ When u really began to study the Word & trust God to restore u,u will certainly realise that negativism had gone.
~ we must think and speak in agreement with His will and plan for us as He had a perfect plan for each of us.
~ Practice being +ve in each situation that arises!
~Even if whatever is taking place in ur life at the moment is not so good,expect God to bring good out of it,as He has promised in His Word.
(will probably con't another part in the next post...wahaha!)hope u are blessed!

Easter svc is gonna be super good!=)

2008-03-17T21:09:00.000+08:00

i'm back..frens!=)
and u know why?
connection back of cus i'm back lah!lol
i would try to post if i'm free can?this few days my connection speed is v low and was not really free..
hahah...

EASTER is just ard the corner!!!
You're invited
to join us as we discover the true meaning of Easter.See you there!(:
Here are the place and dates below:
SINGAPORE EXPO HALL 1
21mar(fri) : 4pm & 7pm
22mar(sat) : 3pm & 5.30pm
23mar(sun) : 10am & 12.30pm
(Dare you look into your past?)

1 JURONG WEST ST>91
21mar(fri) : 4.30pm & 7pm
22mar(sat) : 3.30pm & 6pm
23mar(sun) : 12.30pm
(How many second chances do we deserve?)

We will presents u with 2 different Easter stories! and..it is our first time having different dramas on the same day and differnt places man!(:
hahah..if u are interested,feel free to contact me!

hahah..have been really reaching all out to all the people out there!
Although is really so tired..hais!
but i am going to try my v best and sacrifice for Him.
It is just a little part that i can do to show my love.
BUT ..overall,when u see ur frens getting saved,i'm sure u will feel the joy in u!=)

hahah..gave the Easter card to my english teacher today..he is so steady can?
immediately,he agreed and gave me a comfirmed date and time to come.
hohoho!the joy in my heart is like wow!joyjoyjoy!!!=)
hahah..one more testi to share due to long period of un-bloggin'!
Last Sat,i went to alicia's god-pa and god-ma's church!
quite enjoy the musical drama..and also greatly touched me..
invited alicia for Easter svc and she also asked her god-pa and god-ma to join us..hahah
wowwow!hahah
the happiest part of last wk was while on our way to watch the musical drama,on the bus,when i gave alicia's god-parents to see the Easter card!and u know what..a grp of boys(total strangers) who were sitting just beside us in their uniforms approached me whether could they see the card!!hahah...to me is like obviously can lah..wahaha!lalala..

hahah..ytd(sun),jinlong joined my cg for svc as he is unable to contact his cgm.
he super funny can?(herherher).
hmm..so he asked me and mq to join him for a party that his cg had organised at sk.
hahah..to reach out to the souls in sk!
wah..super malu..cus i joined them after going for pm.so still wearing quite formal.BUT they were like playin' sports!argh!!!Thank God,they were playing so near my hse.hahah
the big playground just next to my blk.so went home to change and bring my bro(s) down to join them.
i could see that my bros enjoyed so much can..they were laughing away man!
Thanks jinlong and his cg!=)
Rickson was super lame..hahah..our dj ytd!!!(:

okok..i gonna go and complete my 10 research project if not tml sure die!hahah..
Jiayou huiting~! jiayou n340~! jiayou belivers~!
"Spirit fall" is nice!=)

today super sad~

2008-02-28T20:30:00.000+08:00

argh!!!just now written a post liao but sian nv realised that i d/c liao and went to click on,"publish post"...so GONE CASE!all my feelings was expressed out on the other post that i had written but now all gone..as u know,it would be hard to express it out again !!!**super super angry now sia lah!=/

okok..no choice got to re-type all out again!=?
sian lea..argh!okok..i shall keep the ball rolling...

Finally common tests are over,but most of the results that i had gotten back greatly disappointed me!=/
i knew i had been studyin' last min.
but i thought that was all about understandin' and all..
i think i'm dumb man!
all foolish thoughts of mine!
all the while,i had been expecting marks that i would score for my common test but it was all under my expectation lo...i was disappointed!i'm sad..all i wanna do was to cry all my hearts out!
i know it myself whether who treats me well,who is the one who are true to me,who really cares for me or so.!but why can't they just care abit more for me?in all their conversation,it's all about me me me and myself or even what all the boss or parents wanted was just the results!what the crap lah!!!i'm tired,and i'm really tired!somehow or rather i just feel like i'm not going to walk anymore and just stop at where i am but i can't...the source of me moving on is always there to help me up along the tough race!first thing first when i reached home just now was to share my bad results w my mummy and hopes that she would comforts for me.but unfortunately,when i told her my results and all and about hiring a tutor for me as i think i really need one,she answered coldly,"why so bad?i thought ur church members said that they are going help u w ur studies and all?and u kept on going out,didn't u study?"i was like"oh no"!what i could do is to lapse into silence!...i could almost literally feel my heart breaking,like a crystal being shattered into a million pieces!can't she feels that i'm already so down?can't she?hais...my daddy is like that,my mummy is like that,my uncle is like that,certain of my frens are like that and even my siblings!=/
love is seriously a v impt source on earth and in heaven!
why?why can't u know i'm suffering in agony.?forget it...hopes?drained off liao bahs!
the source of my motivation is from my wonderful Abba Father!=)
He's the only one that really cares and loves me!He's awesome!He's good!
i think w/o Him,i won't be doing so well for my social circles,in good r/s w all my frens ard.=)
He had changed me into such social and positive girl that noone could ever believe that i was once a super quiet and un-socialise girl.
times and times,He helped me up,gives me strength and encouraged me to move on when i'm weak and thought of giving up!
So many times that i had been hurting Him but He's always faithful to me.
as Pastor always said,"u may b faithless,but God is always faithful to u!"
i know that it is a great challenge to walk in Christians' lifestyle as it requires faith and trust!but i believe i will be entrusting my life to Him cus He's worthy for me doing so,and i promise that i will nv regret my decision made today!

oh yea..i finally sort out my thinking of my desire course,
i'm interested to b an air-stewardess or some hotel management or resort management...
here are some courses i'm interested in TP:
#1 Leisure & Resort Management ---14 pts.
#2 Hospitality and tourism management ---12 pts.
#3 Retail Management ---16 pts.
http://www.tp.edu.sg/home/admissions/intakes/adm_cutofftp.htm
(click here if u want to check on e 2008 c.o.p for ur desire courses.)
"i will strive even harder and got into the course i wanted to be in!---jiayou huiting!=)"

my second last paper of common test~!

2008-02-26T18:54:00.000+08:00

today test : A-math and geog.
i think these 2 subjects must be my worst subjects afterall bahs...=/
and terribly,they are both tested TODAY!!!
therefore i only manage to learn 1 of them.sian..
as for geog,i had not enough time to even read finish a chpt!..
argh!as for my a-math,i had not enough time to do finish those which are undone initailly.
lalala...
if i can complain,i will sure complain the whole day man!=)
cus so much things or probably on tests or exams to complain about!aiyoyo...

hahah..today have the eng program organised by sch(every tue---2 hrs)$48 per mth sia lah..
tsk tsk...
our sch is really (money-sucker)lah!From sec 1 till now..dunno spent how much liao!small small things like even sch diary also need to pay money loh..somemore 2 bucks lea..
i thought sch diary should be given foc to students loh.. =/
oh yea..today mq and lq siad that they saw a "fat version" of huiting!lols!lols!
wahaha..but sian i nv saw it..
hais!i think that girl should be coping me..cus mq and lq said that even her hairstyle is same as mine...tsk tsk..i think she should be noticing me,and secretly copying bah..wahaha!
okok..gtg home liao..bb..cus now atmq's hse!hohahoha!("