i had found back my love and passion! Able to communicate le! i guess my previous post is damn emo can..lol!That day was really break down man!.. Nevermind..Recharged and should keep moving on..Pastor Kong was indeed awesome! Thank God for blessing us such an awesome pastor to teach us the word of God.Each msg just impacted into people's lives..
Yays! Exams are finally over! Although it was not really good but thank God for the strength last night! As i only started studying at 2300 to 0630 at mac with wenting and her fren...It was damn tiring!But thank God i survived thru and learnt more than what i expected.HA!Hmm..directly after exam today,went to meet alicia.Really had a great day with her..Thank God!She is really a great fren.i'm so blessed to know her!(: Bought a spectacle for $2 at daiso!SUPER cheap can.haha! Thank God for the day!(: Thank God for all the friendships and kinships!(:
Before i go,here are some photos that i like recently:




Thinking back,i guess i'm really DUMB,real stupid!..Thinking so much yet never act upon it?Is it sth wrong with me?=X i knew it all along that i had been cheating on myself,trying to salvage sth that is not going to work out. Hopping ard,trying to communicate BUT what abt times when i didn't start talking first?i hate it when you treat me as an invisible!I hate it when you dun even care!I'm a human,i admit i'm emotional! Many times.. i just kept quiet and keep it deep down in my heart.BUT i guess everyone has a limit?Do u even know so many times i even wanted to be alone than with u? HA! I think u dun even care. Many times, i just tell myself,"it's ok" and i really appreciate that at least i have a kid to talk to...Seriously,i rather talk a kid that talk to u man! Why is it everytime only when things happen then u started caring? Where does the caring system goes to?...Everytime after *******, i look around and do u know how much i yearned for someone to come forward and talk to me?Even just a pat will do...It can meant alot to me,REALLY!(:
To Meiqi:
i really really miss the times when we serve the Lord tgt! All the ups and downs that we went thru! You are always there by my side!(: Every now and then,i just can't stop thinking abt the times that we are tgt!The tears and laughters we had tgt. HA!Sia lah,i sounded as if we were married.LOL!Hmm,without u,i will really dunno what to do man.Maybe have depression?MUAHAHA! kidding.All i wanna say is "Thank You,laopo!" Let's jiayou tgt man!(: MUAHAHA! Ytd directly after CG, suddenly had an urge to meet meiqi.So i just msg-ed her and didn't knew her cg was at simei and purely coincidental,my cg was at tampines! LOL! Out of the blue moon,Teresa wanted to go Jalan Kayu to eat our "so-called supper"! It was damn abnormal can? She normally wun go somewhere so far from her hse sia!HAHAH!Nvm..Maybe sacrificed for fellowshipping. Hmm, Then end up me,meiqi,ben and teresa went there to eat tgt! We chatted all the way three plus AM!!
woah! We shared so much stuffs with so many topics covered! Ha! Thank God for such a moment man!(: It had really been sometime that i had been sitting down with someone face to face to chat abt the stuffs.It was great!
Oh yea,i just went to cut my hair and i'm trying real hard to get use to it man!To me,it's damn short man=X But thank God that my mum sponsered me to cut my hair.For it is written;"Ask and you shall receive". There i goes,initially i really thought my mum will nag at me and say i wanted to waste money again as she said i always cut till didn't even see a single changes BUT it was totally opposite man!! She just passed me the money and didn't even uttered a word!(: Anyways,i'm looking forward for svc tomorrow!=D Initially, i thought it's a MUST to hand up all the art pieces by today.But thank God that mr elfie delayed the submission to tml,5pm latest. It is really better than nothing! As i still have 2 more art works that i thought i had to give up due to insufficient of time. Now i guess i don't have to give up le(: Cheers!! Hmm..i guess i had really ruined my A2 drawing. i rushed thru it and it's really damn ugly can...oh dear n i torn some parts of the paper. i guess the paper was low-quality that's why..i only spent 30 cents on it sia.=X Later in the evening, i'm going for PM. Quite excited!!But i wondered anyone from my sub-zone going so i could meet them before going to RW.argh!!! But most of my CG live in the West lea.=/ i guess only me n benjamin were purple line de.haha! yays! No school next week as it's study week!!MUAHAHA! Dun have t0 wake up so early man!(:
okok..i go do art le..=D HEY!Finally have the mood to blog again. As there were some problem in blogger for the past few days that really ruined my mood in blogging. Although the problem still arised but i dun care alr. Because i really miss blogging! i want my blog to revive again!(: These few days had been very tiring n stretched! Thank God for the day of submission is NEAR alr. hmm..i believe my classmates will definitely feel exactly as me! We had ART works, WEBDD project, WRTORAL project and FDMP project. Thank God that the submission for ART is tomorrow, WEBDD's due date was yesterday, WRTORAL and FDMP's due date on Friday. After this week will be our study week then carry on by exam week. Time really flies... Don't u think time really fly too fast alr?=X How i wish time would just slow down a little bit so that we can catch up with it!!! i had been thinking alot for the week. Not only for my homeworks but for my life too...Dun ask me why!!! Because i also wonder why too..due to stress n too much thinkings?i felt that as if my mind became more complicated than usual? Well,nonetheless i still happy the way i am. Because i knew i'm blessed alr and of course there are more blessings to come(:
Went Changi Airport just now to eat POPPEYES! i'm still loving it! HAHAHA! Went there to do art with my clique but i guess it turned out to be unsuccessful for me.=X okok.enough for today,i'm going to do ART and try to complete as much as possible!!!
JIAYOU, HUITING!=D

P.S: Can i trust you?