hmm.=STRESS=
how to cope w stress?oh ..i had learnt in cc last sat!hahaha.
it was to let go & let God,& prayers helps!

tml have chem & a-math test!=X
somemore there are so many chpts.!=/

how good if i have a tutor?
sadly,my parents said they couldn't afford me to go for tuition classes!=((
i know it can't be forced!so..let go & let God!=))

oh dear!i was kinda of bored!but i was lazy to reply msg!
am i bad if i didn't reply yy and jon's msg?=/
i felt bad BUT if i replied,i know it will continue & continue=o=
okok..i shall go set my goals & plan it properly!i want to acheive it in the end of the yr!=)
"jiayou" for me!!!=) ytd was such a "malu" day..can u imagine i vomit-ed in the public?
oh gosh!it was like super malu..so many ppl watching at me.
was not feelin' well ytd.=/
but thanks to yechao, rhoda, teresa and poh kiong~
they forked out money to buy sweets for me,so sweet of them!=)

went to serve a bus from simei to JW again today(bus EO6).
Thanks EO6!i had a great time today!=)


i felt so sorry!Shuling,i'm sorry!=/
i used to serve in ur bus once BUT now,i serve the other bus..
saw u today,and suddenly felt so..u know..hais~
i'm like.. who asked me to serve,then if i can, i will serve.
BUT sadly,everytime when u asked me to serve,i was like busy..so everytime rejected u!=/
but nvm..we are still serving Him!i will try to help out in ur bus if i can!(:


hahah..here are some photo taken today:

do u find this similar?sky of love?hahah..saw it when i am in bus 27 today!SO NICE CAN?

hahah~1 of my kid,angela!aren't she pretty?

hahah!thanks mq..u came all the way from tew tee to meet me at JW church~thank u so much!i love u,laopo<3 was so sad just now,suddenly felt so weary.=/
was kanna motivated by andy! -- "thank u and glad to have u as my fren."
kept on calling yy just now but he didn't ans my call.
i'm only intending to have a chat w him=/
but thanks for eio's motivation!
"`eio says (9:38 PM):
hmm. no matter wad, press on man!
`eio says (9:39 PM):
the race is tough, might get stressful. but focus on the promised harvest (:
`eio says (9:39 PM):
focus on the end and nt the process!
`eio says (9:39 PM):
let's really work hard for this harvest man !"
`eio says (9:40 PM):
i oso tink can get quite stressful
`eio says (9:41 PM):
but juz gotta keep drawing strength frm God lor
hahaha!had a great chat w junwei and josen..=)
thanks!u all have been a blessings to me!!!=)

oh dear!i had not done my journal(2 newspapers + 2 articles).
aiyo!tml no need to go sch de lo budden mr krishnan !!!argh!
He organised a remedial lesson at early in the morning,7.30am lea!=X
i wanna slp de lea..tsk tsk=/

oh yea,i wanna share sth which i'm v disappointed w!
u know my idol,mike He(He junxiang) smoke lea=//
walau eh!!!totally disappointed lo..
"ouch"! heart pain sia~

st called me just now,she speaks thru my heart!
i know we are not as strong as u think we are!
yea..we will try & we are really trying~
none of u understand the feeling!~
ok~i shall complain no more and to anyone else!=X
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actually i dun really like the formal one! i like the photo of the "special candid" & "informal sample" lo..cus that day i had bad-hair day~=/
hahah.the previous really better ma?=/
aiyo~nvm right,readers?it won't affect u from reading hoh?wahaha!

yea..i do agree w what mq had posted on her blog lah!
indeed,mr krishnan is really too over this time already.
he shouldn't make fun of our religion lo.=/
when he said all these,did he thinks that he will ruin the good reputation about our Christianity?!!!=/
just have a chat w st,and she asked us to forgive him and maybe tell him directly that he shouldn't say it this way.=x

Thank God!
i had learnt to live everyday happily and positively...hahah..
u know why?
believe it anot.is up to u cus i worry no more!=)
ytd,i cry to God as u can see i'm down ytd!then in that v hr,God changed my mindset & thinkings!which made me feel like a BRAND NEW person!ahas!
totally a happy person~
So frens,being a happy person is always better than living in sorrows!
Change ur mindset today & u will find sth more impt than living in sorrows or hatred!
i will be there to help u if u need help, just depends whether u find me approachable not...
but i will always be there for each & everyone of u..hope u can be there for me too!=)
ps: -worry no more,frens!- sigh!whenever i saw zh online,i just felt pain in my heart!
it was just so unbearable=/
wanna lead him back,but u know it can be so hard?
the words that he said to me.oh gosh..
i just dun wanna mention...

Hurts after hurts,hais~
thanks for letting me experience this.and this will be the last time cus i gonna end this pain of mine right now..i just feel like blocking u but..i won't, for the sake of my Father.i forgive!and forget everything.i will still reach out to u as a fren.hopefully u will come back to Him.=)

hahah..S-M-I-L-E!and everything is gonna be alright!=)
i told mq that i have already get over it but whenever i saw u online,i just..imagine u are e one that had made me stay in Christ & now u are like..argh!dunno lah.
i'm sorry!=/
Get over it,huiting!=)
ps: sorry for the emo post!=/ The weather today is real hot sia!=/
went back home today,quickly went to take a nap..super tired~

aiyo!o' level chinese is just ard e corner,may lea.how sia?
just suddenly felt that things goes so quickly this yr...=/
i'm afraid i can't cope w it sia~
there are so much things to be complete & i still have so much things un-completed!
ms florence scolded us today & i really find her all her scoldings made points.
as she had said,this is already our 3rd time having o' chinese liao lea.
& seriously we have no reason for not getting an A this time round BUT look at our working attitude is like totally CMI lah..hwks dun even wanted to hand in.
after pondering,i just feel like i got to repent liao & seriously,this attitude of ours is totally NOT allowed this yr!Change me,o change me O Lord!=)
jiayou!Let's us work tgt,we will get our desired marks de!~ Happy Easter Day~
Finally and finally...all the svc is successfully o-v-e-r!
all e two dramas,i have watched.
Let's really give e drama team a big big hand clap man!~
they really put so much hard work for this easter!two dramas at one go lea!!

i attended JW svc today cus yb wanna go JW de~josen also accompanied me!
To summarise,i really can see a difference in myself is that: before Christ,i was a "nobody love" BUT after Christ, i know i'm being loved and He also blessed me so many frens!~
i love U,Jesus! & i love u,frens!=) Praise the Lord!For this 2 svc(s),my cng had 16 frens!=)
2 went to the altar call!!!~
Thanks for the hard work,my cng members!i know it had been hard for u!
still have one more svc to go!Let's really jiayou again.and chiong finish e last race w me ok?=)

ytd svc was super good,presence was strong..alot of my nc frens went down to altar call which made me wanna cry out man!so touched by them lah..then ytd was like "gang fight" like that..was in a real big group man!i think was around 20 over people!wahaha..we are "guai gia" gang lo.LOL!then played "hello" game w eio.ahaha!eh..i tell u..it is so shiok to ka jiao him!hahah..

today,in the morning went to serve in children's church at JW.
and u know what...i serve in the bus "EO6".hahah
then there was two kids that was really my favourite man!they always find me to "hold hands"LOL~
it's amazing!i always can't believe that i had e ability to communicate w children that well.and it's just so unbelievable!Like i nv know i can get saved!=)
yea man!that's God power!=)
after serving,went back to expo!~but sadly,i was late BUT indeed God is good all e time,all e time He is good!u know what,i was sitting so in front,tip top good view!,i could finally able to watch the pst's whole body!hee hee!okok...i shall not say it that way if not ppl thought i...hohoho!cus everytime,i was unable to see the pst,only on the LCD screen..so i'm happy!and josen's fren,Bernice got saved!hahaha!
so glad that weisiang came today!hahah..and "thank u,ws!& sorry for what i had done that hurt u last time!e poem that u gave me,it's still w me!won't throw it away but keep as a memento.haha!"
okok..i gtg!tml needs to wake up early to JW..if not can't wake up again,will disappoint my cgl again!=/



wow~there's a comp among our sub-zones sia!which cng got the highest % of frens stands e the chance to win 50 BEN & JERRY VOUCHER and second in place 30 BEN & JERRY VOUCHER!wowwow!~
wahahahah~

really gotta ask for more frens man!hahaha..
oh yea!~mrs ng is so good can?
she know i had financial difficulties so when i asked her whether she wanna buy e popular vouchers from me,she immediately agreed to it and she said she will buy all i have!sia lah..!i'm so touched!totally unexpected that man!
i just can't believed my ears!~

okok..i shall stop here!gotta go do my QT and off to bed!
super tired..hahah!
yy asked me,"why today see u so sleepy ar?"
oh no!i have been caught!gotta do sth about it liao..hohoho!=/
edited* oh dear! i have no time to post e other part!so sorry..next post~
ytd slept quite late so super tired now as i'm chiong-ing my hol hwks.
The english 10 articles.wahaha!
actually thinking of going mq's hse after sch to slp de..but end up watch "ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni"(we called it as qiao en's show) at her hse, as she dun really like qiao en's show so she went to slp.
When i'm watching show,hey and u guess what?Junwei called me to ask me about FASTING!!!=)
i'm so happy that my baby of Christ is growin' well man!hahaha...

aiyo!dunno why they kept sayin' me and the usher...it is not wrong to know more spiritual frens plus somemore we are all from chc family..i think he looks like jj,doesn't he?somemore he's jinlong's fren!wahaha!u all can go his blog man!u can be motivated by his post...hahah!
oh yea..today received so much blessings!!!(wow..super happy can?)
hahah..
i received a $40 transport voucher,$60 popular voucher and a $10 Fairprice voucher!
i really want to share that:
if u really give all to God,He will bless u even more than what u have given!
i can assure u!thru out the yr,i had received so much blessings,i know that all the blessings doesn't come by itself but by God!

Sth to share & hope it blesses u too!
From the book by Joyce Meyer(Battlefield of the mind):
the chpt on "Be positive"
~ Positive minds produced positive lives while negative minds produces negative lives.
~ +ve thoughts -- full of faith & hope.
~ -ve thoughts -- full of fears & doubt.
~ The avoidance of hope is a type of protection against being hurt.
~ (proverbs23:7)For as he[a person] thinks in his heart,so is he.
~ When u really began to study the Word & trust God to restore u,u will certainly realise that negativism had gone.
~ we must think and speak in agreement with His will and plan for us as He had a perfect plan for each of us.
~ Practice being +ve in each situation that arises!
~Even if whatever is taking place in ur life at the moment is not so good,expect God to bring good out of it,as He has promised in His Word.
(will probably con't another part in the next post...wahaha!)hope u are blessed!
i'm back..frens!=)
and u know why?
connection back of cus i'm back lah!lol
i would try to post if i'm free can?this few days my connection speed is v low and was not really free..
hahah...

EASTER is just ard the corner!!!
You're invited
to join us as we discover the true meaning of Easter.See you there!(:
Here are the place and dates below:
SINGAPORE EXPO HALL 1
21mar(fri) : 4pm & 7pm
22mar(sat) : 3pm & 5.30pm
23mar(sun) : 10am & 12.30pm
(Dare you look into your past?)

1 JURONG WEST ST>91
21mar(fri) : 4.30pm & 7pm
22mar(sat) : 3.30pm & 6pm
23mar(sun) : 12.30pm
(How many second chances do we deserve?)

We will presents u with 2 different Easter stories! and..it is our first time having different dramas on the same day and differnt places man!(:
hahah..if u are interested,feel free to contact me!

hahah..have been really reaching all out to all the people out there!
Although is really so tired..hais!
but i am going to try my v best and sacrifice for Him.
It is just a little part that i can do to show my love.
BUT ..overall,when u see ur frens getting saved,i'm sure u will feel the joy in u!=)

hahah..gave the Easter card to my english teacher today..he is so steady can?
immediately,he agreed and gave me a comfirmed date and time to come.
hohoho!the joy in my heart is like wow!joyjoyjoy!!!=)
hahah..one more testi to share due to long period of un-bloggin'!
Last Sat,i went to alicia's god-pa and god-ma's church!
quite enjoy the musical drama..and also greatly touched me..
invited alicia for Easter svc and she also asked her god-pa and god-ma to join us..hahah
wowwow!hahah
the happiest part of last wk was while on our way to watch the musical drama,on the bus,when i gave alicia's god-parents to see the Easter card!and u know what..a grp of boys(total strangers) who were sitting just beside us in their uniforms approached me whether could they see the card!!hahah...to me is like obviously can lah..wahaha!lalala..

hahah..ytd(sun),jinlong joined my cg for svc as he is unable to contact his cgm.
he super funny can?(herherher).
hmm..so he asked me and mq to join him for a party that his cg had organised at sk.
hahah..to reach out to the souls in sk!
wah..super malu..cus i joined them after going for pm.so still wearing quite formal.BUT they were like playin' sports!argh!!!Thank God,they were playing so near my hse.hahah
the big playground just next to my blk.so went home to change and bring my bro(s) down to join them.
i could see that my bros enjoyed so much can..they were laughing away man!
Thanks jinlong and his cg!=)
Rickson was super lame..hahah..our dj ytd!!!(:

okok..i gonna go and complete my 10 research project if not tml sure die!hahah..
Jiayou huiting~! jiayou n340~! jiayou belivers~!
"Spirit fall" is nice!=)