argh!!!just now written a post liao but sian nv realised that i d/c liao and went to click on,"publish post"...so GONE CASE!all my feelings was expressed out on the other post that i had written but now all gone..as u know,it would be hard to express it out again !!!**super super angry now sia lah!=/

okok..no choice got to re-type all out again!=?
sian lea..argh!okok..i shall keep the ball rolling...

Finally common tests are over,but most of the results that i had gotten back greatly disappointed me!=/
i knew i had been studyin' last min.
but i thought that was all about understandin' and all..
i think i'm dumb man!
all foolish thoughts of mine!
all the while,i had been expecting marks that i would score for my common test but it was all under my expectation lo...i was disappointed!i'm sad..all i wanna do was to cry all my hearts out!
i know it myself whether who treats me well,who is the one who are true to me,who really cares for me or so.!but why can't they just care abit more for me?in all their conversation,it's all about me me me and myself or even what all the boss or parents wanted was just the results!what the crap lah!!!i'm tired,and i'm really tired!somehow or rather i just feel like i'm not going to walk anymore and just stop at where i am but i can't...the source of me moving on is always there to help me up along the tough race!first thing first when i reached home just now was to share my bad results w my mummy and hopes that she would comforts for me.but unfortunately,when i told her my results and all and about hiring a tutor for me as i think i really need one,she answered coldly,"why so bad?i thought ur church members said that they are going help u w ur studies and all?and u kept on going out,didn't u study?"i was like"oh no"!what i could do is to lapse into silence!...i could almost literally feel my heart breaking,like a crystal being shattered into a million pieces!can't she feels that i'm already so down?can't she?hais...my daddy is like that,my mummy is like that,my uncle is like that,certain of my frens are like that and even my siblings!=/
love is seriously a v impt source on earth and in heaven!
why?why can't u know i'm suffering in agony.?forget it...hopes?drained off liao bahs!
the source of my motivation is from my wonderful Abba Father!=)
He's the only one that really cares and loves me!He's awesome!He's good!
i think w/o Him,i won't be doing so well for my social circles,in good r/s w all my frens ard.=)
He had changed me into such social and positive girl that noone could ever believe that i was once a super quiet and un-socialise girl.
times and times,He helped me up,gives me strength and encouraged me to move on when i'm weak and thought of giving up!
So many times that i had been hurting Him but He's always faithful to me.
as Pastor always said,"u may b faithless,but God is always faithful to u!"
i know that it is a great challenge to walk in Christians' lifestyle as it requires faith and trust!but i believe i will be entrusting my life to Him cus He's worthy for me doing so,and i promise that i will nv regret my decision made today!

oh yea..i finally sort out my thinking of my desire course,
i'm interested to b an air-stewardess or some hotel management or resort management...
here are some courses i'm interested in TP:
#1 Leisure & Resort Management ---14 pts.
#2 Hospitality and tourism management ---12 pts.
#3 Retail Management ---16 pts.
http://www.tp.edu.sg/home/admissions/intakes/adm_cutofftp.htm
(click here if u want to check on e 2008 c.o.p for ur desire courses.)
"i will strive even harder and got into the course i wanted to be in!---jiayou huiting!=)" today test : A-math and geog.
i think these 2 subjects must be my worst subjects afterall bahs...=/
and terribly,they are both tested TODAY!!!
therefore i only manage to learn 1 of them.sian..
as for geog,i had not enough time to even read finish a chpt!..
argh!as for my a-math,i had not enough time to do finish those which are undone initailly.
lalala...
if i can complain,i will sure complain the whole day man!=)
cus so much things or probably on tests or exams to complain about!aiyoyo...

hahah..today have the eng program organised by sch(every tue---2 hrs)$48 per mth sia lah..
tsk tsk...
our sch is really (money-sucker)lah!From sec 1 till now..dunno spent how much liao!small small things like even sch diary also need to pay money loh..somemore 2 bucks lea..
i thought sch diary should be given foc to students loh.. =/
oh yea..today mq and lq siad that they saw a "fat version" of huiting!lols!lols!
wahaha..but sian i nv saw it..
hais!i think that girl should be coping me..cus mq and lq said that even her hairstyle is same as mine...tsk tsk..i think she should be noticing me,and secretly copying bah..wahaha!
okok..gtg home liao..bb..cus now atmq's hse!hohahoha!(" For the yr of 2008:

having cg and celebrating eio's bdae!=) taken by marc(random take).
yr 2007(reminiscing the previous yr):

haha!coded the date from the album's name(301007).

Appreciation cg !wow!alot of ppl squeezing for e camera!=)

e other xmas svc and celebrating nick and sw 's bdae!=)

xmas celebration at angeline's hse after xmas svc!(:

most of my classmates went to sentosa,organised by e guys:)

At De Coder's Cafe..and celebrating junhao bdae!(" Common test started ytd(21st feb).it started off w chinese and e-math.and today was ss and eng.
but seriously,i m v disappointed w my e-math paper.FIRSTLY,i can't finish the paper!SECONDLY,i have quite a sum of careless mistakes!=/
i hope to get A1 for e-math de but flunged $#%*&^*!!!

ytd,when i studied for ss..i think i studied till 11 or 12 plus then went to sleep then dunno ard what time,suddenly woke up and went out of my room to the living room and walked back to my room again.then went to study ss awhile and went back to slp!argh!!!i dunno what m i doin' sia.eee!so eerie right?To my own understanding,i should be too nervous for my ss that made me to have this behaviour bahs!^^y!

just now in the early in the morning,when i reached sch, Fion reminded me that there was a chinese idioms spelling test later.i was like*oh dear!i nv read or even take a look at it sia.and chinese was the first lesson of the day!!!but i asked simin to lend me the spelling to have a quick look before my doom day will come!and Praise God, i got 10/20 for it..i know although i doesn't score real well but i didn't learn the meaning of the chinese idioms at all sia,but only a quick glance!!!~
hahah..okok..i will post some photos in the next post cus for the recent posts,it must be boring bah..all words!=) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hm-UgVp3tpc
how i wish i can be like them..hahaha
so sweet can?
hoho..if someone i love can teach me play bball,it would be(oh dear!)...
mike is so shuai can!!!(=
hebe is so chio can!!!=)

(taken from Pst Kong in Harvest Times)
Marriage can be a great blessing;yet it can also bring much misery if a wrong partner is chosen,Therefore,learn how to make the wise choice.
Your decisions determine your destiny.

BUT the greatest decision u will ever make in ur life is to accept Jesus as Lord and Saviour.
As God already had a plan for u just that u haven find it...so He had already decided who is ur husband or wife...so don't need to worry about whether noone wants u!
cus there are always someone who loves u!
God loves u no matter who u are,how unforgiving u are,how selfish u are,what big crimes or prisoners u are...
cus in God's eyes,u are a perfect person,
and He will shower u with unconditional love and forgive u no matter what u have done.
As we love Him cus He first love us!!!(:

ADDITIONAL INFO: [if u guys wanna know]
the average age is 30 yrs old for a man marrying the first time,and 27 yrs old for a woman.
HAHAHA!!!=) finally are able to blog again..that few days i wanted to blog but comp met some inconvenience.
kept on offline and online...sian!
i wanted to watch the next uploaded episode of bull fighting..
super nice lah can...
now loading still..wireless signal strength v low sia..sian de sia!=/

past few days have quite alot of happenings to share de but now..dun really know how to express it out..so let's forget the past and move forward!!!=)

Common test started on 21st Feb...which is this thurs...aiyo!!!haven really study yet.
hopefully i will do well...=)

wah..sian de lea..why mq so clever???i still owed her 3 packets of sweets sia...u know why?
cus of my stupid suggestion of who scored better have to buy sth costed not more than 2 bucks for each test or subjects...sia lah..argh!!!lols!

Frens,i really wanted to treasure u than ever before..here is a lyric of a song "that what friends are for"...

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember
Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
Well you came in loving me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you
Oh and then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
The words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember
con't :
ytd slept quite late in order to chiong my hwk and update blog.
so during lesson time i felt v tiring somemore during eng lesson ehrn go thru summary.
BUT thank God i didn't slp or doze off in class just now..!
Praise the Lord thati have break a record for not late for sch(reach sch before singing national anthem) and krishnan(reach sch before 0710) this wk!!!

today went to lakeside to have a party for belated valentine day.. me mq and josen had invited quite a few nc or ex-nc frens there!there are fuyu, zhiyong, yanyang, gary*, linqi*, yuanbao, raymond*, weilong, yaoboon, wai chun, frans, jason.[LEGEND : those who have * are those who came first time or shocked that they would come].

we planned so long but i dunno whether does it counted as a success?
cus some of my frens don't really enjoyed it..cus they are like entertaining themselves so...as for me i had to entertain linqi as truly i knew she was quite sian de.=/
i know those who went to bball had enjoyed much more than those who were not there!=/
BUT..really thank that at least there were still ppl who enjoyed it ma..
and lucky jh and st helped me with my another grp of frens(wl, yb and jason)..
if not i'm like need to run to and fro sia.

and after the party,the whole chunk of nc frens leave tgt[hahah..one for all,all for one].
then on our trip home,although there were some separation but still can manage to entertain some of them lo.and hey u know what..i trained yy to send us back home lea..
and he did it!!!=)
he sent me and mq home cus i informed him to do..hahah..that's like so funny lo..but eh..i m training him to be a gentleman lo..and he really sent me home and even up the lift sia..tsk tsk..good one hohs?=)

in conclusion,i had fellowship with some of them and i really enjoyed it!=)
more this type of events pls BUT pls have some games cus qute bored de..cus i had simply nth to do.. Before i go to slp,just wanna update my blog as i have been trying to have the passion in posting ..and ok i shall try to fulfill what i wanted..

okok..i will start to write about ytd(13 feb).
eh..ytd is such a tiring day,kept on dozing off in class!!!("
oops!maybe i shall not say so..heehee..
after sch went home to sleep as i was super tired!
and u know what..because i slept,i was late for bs by almost half an hour sia.!
maybe it doesn't seemed any shocking about lateness!BUT..if u think it tenciously,
u would think it was really malu lo!=/
somemore u can give the speaker a bad impression...=/
i know i have been LATE for alot of time.and alot of ppl have been disappointed by my lateness.
BUT..i am seriously trying to change liao.hey and u know what,if tml i am not late for sch,i have break an record for not being late for sch this wk!=)
hahah..after bs,nick super random and told me about a "little secret" of his..(wahaha!).
okok..and his phone always have LOW BATT sia!~BROTHERS ARE THE SAME!=)
hehe..i missed 2 train ytd because of who???okok...let's carry on today bah..cus needa rush to bed liao.

today(14 feb) is VALENTINE'S DAY!Surprisingly,i received alot of goodies!!!but seriously i dun expect so much sia.!overjoyed sia...received so many things bt nv gave out anything.
after sch,me simin mq linqi fuyu zhiyong went to eat JACK'S PLACE!!!(eh..seriously i really spent alot of money liao lo for the whole period of CNY=/).
Accidentally when i passing the veg to mq,i dropped the veg onto linqi's cup of coke!Initially,i'm really sorry about it and can't control it to feel guilty but i know guilty would leads me no more so i decided to ask for her apology and just settle the issue cus i can see that she seemed quite unhappy about it.(and hey..i'm really sorry!)but thank God that the waitress there change the new cup of drink for her!Praise the Lord!that indeed in times of helps,God is always good and be there to help us...=)
after that went for ministry w mq and her ministry leader,Anson.As they were serving in sk which was easier for me and my mummy also allows too.but..sadly,because of my convenience,i hurt my 2 ministry leaders,Tim and Yinghui!(but i'm truly sorry as it is not i dun want to serve BUT is really my PO!!!sorry to have hurt both of u!=/

however,overall for today,there were happy times and guilty times..but still a day that can leads me to a higher level of thinking!and..i should learn frm mistakes!
As: noone is perfect but only God is perfect!cus every man on earth will make mistakes!But God won't make mistakes,He just plan different life for us all to have our own callings and purposes!
so, JIAYOU,HUITING!AND everyone,jiayou orh!we can make a difference just a little thing!=) It was a long while before i summoned the composure to blog back!("
I think alot of ppl sure exclaimed in forthright admiration bah.
Maybe cus i really think that blogging would help me in my english..!
Despite of my busy schedule,i really think that it is a good idea.hee.
Seriously,i'm brimming with enthusiasm in blogging again!
i know some ppl would ask me incredulously.hahaha!

As for today.i will make it short as it's just the 1st day of my re-blogging!("
LOLS!today have no hwks..hurrays!!!what need to be done,i had finished up in sch.
woo-hoo!valentine day is just ard the corner!("

Frens:
valentine day is not just a day for couples but are for singles too!!!SO FOR THOSE WHO ARE SINGLES,DON'T GET DEJECTED!valentine day is also a frenship day for each and everyone of us!therefore,what u need to do(??)-- is reminiscing with ur grps of frens or ur close fren or maybe meet-up with some old frens that u had not been contacting with and restore the r/s back!!!("
---Last but not least,stay funky and happy always!("
i will be looking forward to see ppl having cool r/s btw one another.God bless!("