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happy today!
Saturday, March 17, 2007 | 1:26 PM | 0 comments
ytd..went to cg and did really pray!!! lt was GREAT!!!learn a lot of things too..
YES,VERON!!!I WILL TRY TO REACH OUT TO AS MANY PPL AS POSSIBLE!I CANNOT GIVE UP JUST CUS I BROUGHT FRIENDS LAST YR ALREADY!^^
yes i have to repent cus i did the same wrong thiNg again!
i think preaching is just right for me!
this song is nice rites?
i love this song a lot..
lt is sweet!!!
ytd my ex contact me again!
i was so scared to reach out to him even contacting him...
when calling him, i was like shivering with cold sweat!^^
BUT I DID IT,I CALLED!
ytd felt so happy!!!each and everyone of ur smiles gave me a great day!!!
YES,I DON'T LOOK BACK, I LOOK TOWARDS THE FUTURE YEAH...
THE PREACHING IS GOOD!!!
***HEY PPL OUT THERE!
THIS COMING WEEKEND WHICH IS 17 & 18 MAR...
THE PREACHER IS A VERY GOOD PEACHER!!!
HE IS NO OTHER THAN dR PHIL PRINGLE!!!
DO COME & JOIN US...
I'M SURE U LL LEARN STH AFTER THE PREACH!!!
CONTACT ME, IF U WANNA GO!!!!=)
TAKE CARE...AND HOPE U JOIN US!!!
Spiritually tired~
Thursday, March 15, 2007 | 11:12 PM | 0 comments
today late woke up so didnt go to sch for remedial..."i'm dead man!"
cus i am suposed to go as my name is in the list..oh oh..^^
pack my whole rm today...tired^^exhuasted^^
just finish doing the norminal row...woohoo^^
yays!tml no remedial BUT have to go compass for meeting with michelle they all for ALTC!
BUSY! whoa!!!
i wonder would she come back again..ll my dream being fulfilled?
nah...i don't want to think so much then!
tml wanna drink bubble tea..so long didn't drink already...miss bubble yea man!^^
yeah...hope everyone out there is very fine!i rather me who get hurt than anyone else...cus i can tolerate well then..,^^do take care,everyone...don't be too stress like me!!! BUT i am really trying to overcome already..AND I THINK I CAN DO IT DE!!!^^
I NEED PRAYERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^
i'm being left out again!
Wednesday, March 14, 2007 | 11:03 PM | 0 comments
hello again!
once again...i felt so lonely...alone at such a big hse...+.+
my parents, siblings and uncle all not at home...only left me alone cus they went to amk to pack the stuffs ...and i have to work cum go sch for remedial that y...=)
qi asked me to join west idol too...i agreed!!!but..i ll try all my best man!
no matter what, this is what i should take a rist and try them all man cus i wanna really break thru and be a better person!=)
okok..
"you are so dense!"
comp lag=/
Monday, March 12, 2007 | 9:00 PM | 0 comments
malacca trip is so fun!!!every pieces of memories filled my heart with....so much joy!!!
i just cant stop thinking of it!!!i cant wait to show you all the photo...BUT..
my comp is too lack so... i am unable to show u all...
y "he" gave me such a close feeling,,,,,and let me being moved a bit...y???
i miss a lot of things at malacca man!esp the one at the bowling..it was so shiok!
the villa....
the pool....
the MEMORIES....
thanks for you guys for the MEMORIES man!i love u all man!
oh no!yar.... i hope EIO ll be enjoying his hol at his bball camp man!actually he is really my idol!!!=)
he is so HOLY man!!!he is what i shld learn!miss him!eio eio eio ah...i want to crap some more!
i ll show you all the photo again!=)
i really really really miss him/him and her terribly man!!!wahahas!i love swimmer!i love ^YOU^MY FOREVER HEAVENLY FATHER!=)
yeah..amen!
Monday, March 05, 2007 | 9:04 PM | 0 comments
Today..we got back the last three paper which was chemistry, social study and mother tongue!!!
although was quite sad but i couldn't expect too much because i did not really study much as i only studied during the exam period...but i am quite shocked that my ss pass! so tyco lo...=)
cus i knew i wrote the wrong point...i should write about the qualities but i wrote the reason i think...
so let me released my result then!-------------------->
english: 43/80 total: 52/100
chinese: (o-level--49/100),(n-level--69/100)
e-math: 45/50 total: 79/100
a-math: 28/50 total: 36/100
physics: 18/25 chemistry: 10.5/25 (combined: 57/100) but physic teacher said there ll be a change in the marks...the marks ll increased!!!)
geography: 6/25 social study: 12.5/25 (combined: ??? )
i think i should be contented already...
yeah?
mmm...felt so great today...
my math teacher praised me today....
she said,"not bad ah..huiting...from 20 sth % improved till 6o sth %"
PRAISE THE LORD!!!
but i am not contented enough..
have to really buck up...
help me jia you ok???
thanks!=)
noone care?
Sunday, March 04, 2007 | 5:17 PM | 0 comments
supposingly,i should have post this ytd...so now i ll summarise both posts into one!
yesterday went to pulau ubin to play high elements...wahs that is super shiok...finally..
overcome part of my fear in height...
super happy...
sad is..
about an old ah pek who was driving a very old van to fetch us from the campsite to the ferry...
his van was filled with the burnt smell..
so when sir (mr tien) ask us whether who wants to go up the next van with the guys..
most of the girls went down happily...
only me, meiqi , huiping ,jiamin ,jocelyn and wati stayed in the van...cus we felt that it was very bad to alight...
i really felt that the ah pek was really pathetic man!
hais...
today went for service...we were late for a while..and we celebrated yvonne's bdae in advance!
"HAPPY BDAE, YVONNE!"
today i'm really quiet...whatever yea.. noone ll care!
miss her<<3






i just feel like crying..
Friday, March 02, 2007 | 11:16 PM | 0 comments
For this few days,the sky is so grey for me.i really just dunno why..i think i am emotionally unstable....i just felt myself being adnormal,crying and crying...i am so useless in a sense..i just cant just stop thinking of ger's words..whenever i think of it, tears ll just keep dropping..i think i really too miss her..
cus she is the one that ONCE doted me so much..
she is the first one that help me control my family members and teach them some disciplines...
whenever ..i feels like crying...ger words ll always be swirling around my mind..
i really hope to contact her again..
i need ger's words!
but..
i kow god loves me eternally and won't forsake me..i really felt so contented..
but still..
i dun wish to lie to my parents..really..
but..
if i tell them the truth..
they would say.."church teach you all to go back home late is it?"
i dun want to leave a bad impression to my parents on church..
i want them to sincerely accept the truth that i went to church...
i want to be a good testimony!
i am really fine...thanks everyone for ur concern!
WONDERFUL!
Thursday, March 01, 2007 | 12:15 AM | 0 comments
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! AMEN!
MY ENGLISH PASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=)
GREAT!!!
I CAN ALSO SENSE THAT MY E-MATH CAN GET AT LEAST 20/25...
BUT OF CUS REALLY NEED TO SEE THE ACTUAL MARKS..AND NOT BOASTING AROUND...HAHAS!
SS AH..
I UNDERSTAND... BUT DURING EXAMS ,DUN REALLY UNDERSTAND THE QNS SO...I THINK I WROTE THE WRONG POINT...PATHETIC!=/
WAH..AS FOR MY A-MATH...I HAVE NOT ENOUGH TIME TO FINISH...CUS I HEARD THE TEACHER SAYING "STILL GOT TIME, SLOWLY DO!" SO..I REALLY LISTEN TO HER AND SLOWLY DO...WAHAHAs..
BUT..I THINK CAN PASS BAHS..
PHYSIC AND CHEM ALSO HOPE CAN PASS...
AND...
MY CHINESE....SHOULD BE ABLE TO PASS BAHS..
YAYSYAYSYAYSYAYSYAYSYAYSYAYSYAYSYAYSYAYSYAYSYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT IS FINALLY OVER........
WHOOSH....
HOPE TO GET MY MARKS BACK ASAP...
CANT WAIT TO SEE..
ALTHOUGH I KNOW THERE LL BE FAILURES...
BUT...CANT EXPECT MUCH TOO!!!=/
I MISS HER AND I WANTED TO HAVE BS TOO AND WANTED TO SHARE EVERYTHINGS WITH HER!!!!=/
I REGRET TO HIDE MY FEELING FROM HER IN THE PAST!!!I REALLY LOVE HER!!!
I MISS PRAYER MEETING,I MISS EVERYONE!