hey..finally blog again..today went for service again..BUT very tired! dosed off during half of the breaching..BUT luckily thanks to the song(ain't no giant..)wahaha..
before ending year 2006 ...i want to share with you all what changes me after i have received jesus christ in me:
i have learnt to be more devoted to god each day passed as i could feel his presence whenever i am in need of him..no fail!
he have been faithful to everyone that trust and believe in him.he never forsake us when we meet any difficulty...unless U DIDN'T PRAY!!!!!cus praying is like air around us..is very important if you pray cus it is the communication between you and god..i am happy that eunice,baoyi,clemens and johnner receive christ BUT i think they doesn't have the right attitude towards god...
i mean..
they don't really understand what are they doing by receiving christ?cus they just go unknowingly...ytd just before the day for service i called clemens and asked him to go for service again..BUT unexpectedly he said,"don't want lahs ,i don't want to go,i got something on later on"but..his tone is like have the determination of not going!really very sad....=(
then i msg another friend which i asked him to go on christmas service but he said he not free so i asked him for next week which is 31/12...but he said he going with another friend but still is our church too..BUT i felt really jealous i reach out to him for so many days(christmas till 30/12) already but his friend only asked him on the day before service...then he told me he going with his friend....hais...quite sad too!
i really felt tired reaching out to friends out there BUT i can't give up cus i have to be the messenger of jesus,my heavenly father..hahas..
i will use all my spiritual energy to overcome my fear in reaching out to my ex and those who love me...
cus i want our heavenly father to bless them too!!!=)
although those rejection from my friends are really very hurtful but still..they are still the ones i want to shower my love to...
i will still continue reaching out to you all, my dearests.......=)
ok..let's welcome year 2007 together!happy new year everyone!=)
rmb: year 2007 will be a better year man! wow!what a perfect bliss i have lately...
ytd.i went out and my mum gave me $10..
this morning, i told my mum that i was going to the salon with meiqi..so she gave me $10 again..
..BUT although my total expenses on my hair is $ 14 but i only have to pay $4 on my own..
then..just now in the evening..my uncle gave me $20 and he said it was for my bdae present..wow!what a belated bdae gift man!=)
Amen!i have a lot of financial blessing lately..all thanks to my heavenly father, christ the lord..
REMEMBER MY PAST :
in my primary sch life, i was a girl that were not socialise with anyone in my sch..and i would keep everything to myself...i was very quiet in sch and did not talk with anyone...some of my sch mates still thought i was mute..
in secondary one and two..i hang out with bad company..and became very naughty..i dun study and always flirting with guys with my group of friends and making up nice nice with cosmetics when going sch..i pierced many ear holes and i only bring papers to sch..i never bring textbook or workbooks home..i dun study or revised..
i really hate myself in the past..i really think i had not really live well in my past.after i became christian,i found myself changed..
i became more confident, more social and..i became to start studying lately..i dun hang out with bad company already and i dun make-up when i go to sch..i am aiming to acheive 5 marks for my n-level..i will try all my best to study..and i also received a lot of financial blessings..and god also gave me a bunch of good fellow brothers and sisters..i am really very blessful..and i really hope i can help those who are unfortunate..and..i hope everyone on earth can be happy forever(opps,i have reveal my bdae wish)..
today i went to Toa Ba Yoh to cut hair with meiqi..cus the hairdresser is meiqi's father friend..so..she got discount...BUT..i dun have..
nevermind..=)
actually the salon there not bad..the service very good..after cutting got free rebonding but is without cream of cus..hahas..
and went to vivo to meet jon..and of cus all thanks to his help of getting a packet of tissue..cus i am having flu lately and are in need of tissue..if not with his help i will be having breathing problem bahs..=)
oh no!my fringe darn short man!really not used to my fringe man!=)
BUT i like the back part of my hair..wahaha..gtg..that all for today! today is christmas!!!!=)
for this few days(23rd to 25th),i have been trying all my best to reach out to all my friends out there..but..most of them is parents dun allow them to come..even midnight..i am still trying to convince them..wow!you know what..all my contacts in my phone have been ask by me..amen..i have got 6 friends who come for service..and 2 received jesus christ..but i dun think both of them know exactly what is it about..so..i ll try to tell them more then!
the drama for xmas service is really BEST! i am really touched by the part when the couple having a fight!!! i got very entertained by the 3 kings speaking different languages to the king Herod while a man have to translate..i felt sweet when everythings have been solved between the couple...it is really interesting!!!!
but today we were late for service as we were waiting for friends at compass point..hais..quite angry cus they like purposely walked so slow..ask them faster they also dun care!they dun even try...so sad..
the hall was overflowed so we sat at the conference room...cant really have the feeling there..then is like so bright cus they dun switched off the lights..then..we have no candles too..hais....
both of my friends who goes up and received christ didnt tell me...only after they had received then i got to know..funny lehs..=)but really so proud of them..
after that we (me,meiqi,baoyi,jasmine tan,jasmine wong,howard,zihao,germaine,marven,jun wei,marc,andrew,shan shan,glennda,serene,kim,jon,marshall,poh kiong,angeline) went to city hall to have our dinner at han's...then we have a mini gathering at a place that i can always remember to celebrate christmas..we have songs and games there..wow!!!felt so cold there..maybe cus the wind too strong..
but i really feel so warm in my heart..
it will be the 1st memorable christmas i have ever have..cus last few years i dun really know what is we celebrating christmas for...now i really felt so meaningful celebrating christmas..i cant wait till next yr christmas again...our candlelight service!!!!!=)



Hey hey.. finally can update blog again…wahaha!! today went to junde hse to celebrate Christmas.. FUN!!!=)everyone is supposed to bring a present there!!!! when we were walking there, it started drizzling…oh no! yesterday have fever and sore throat.. today more sickening.. have sore throat plus block nose…=(
But then.. today is really very fun!!!!!!!!!! NP gathering!! wahaha!!
Mdm is really very great.. sacrificed for us…I was really very touched by her!
When i was fanning the fire, she went to take charcoal knocked into each other!!!wahaha..
Her head knocked till my eyes…very pain but I tolerated…
Eat a lot of satay.. if my mum knows.. sure die man.. fever still eat oily food…hahas..
wow…playing bball in the heavy rain.. cool!!!! but I am totally drenched!
After playing bball felt so cold…when wind blew.. my hair nearly stands…
But none of my friends have dry clothes..so I have to tolerate again!!!!=)
The rain stop and start again..so annoying..
But the scene was quite nice there..with a big swimming pool…wahaha!
After that went to junde hse to exchange gifts…wow! That was the most exciting part…
But you guess what I got back my own present…so I exchange with junde again..cus he also have his own present back…!!!!!!!!!!his present was really CUTE!=)
I am touched by mdm again!! She bought a present plus 18 gifts for sec 3 squad…but she still say she had cheap gift for us…I dun think it is cheap.. each one of it costs $2.95 man!
She is so sweet..
At first..i have a frog handphone strap..but I exchanged with simin..cus hers is monkey…
Hahas..cartoon monkey is cuter than real life monkeys…
Real life monkeys are so ugly…
Oh ya..have to congrat Yvonne..she pass her n level..really felt so happy for her….”Yvonne,I will support you always!”
Oh yar..and the show in youtube acted by fei lun hai and ella was really a very nice show…go catch it rite now!!!!hurry!!!=)
Wang dong cheng is so CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!he has such a charming smile!!wu zun is so cool…his charming body!
Ok I will end here…bb..take care everyone out there..

\ ytd is a sad day for me..i felt no secure in my family after my uncle moves to our hse..i really dunno what to do already.i really feel like leaving hse at that moment.i just cant control myself.. all i can do is just bury myself in books so i won't feel so lonely..and during night..cry all my lungs out..is like.this is my hse..my uncle pay no respect to us..ytd beat me in front of meiqi they all..ok..well i am not shy or sth...is just like he already have no place to stay already as he was being kick out from my other uncles..our family can say is his saviour but.... i don't think he really think it this way...he still treat us as his servants..call us go here we must go here....argh...UNREASONABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really cant stand it...i will sure burst out one day...and of cus i will not put my anger on any of my friends...
i will still stay as +ve as i can!!!i really really really feel so stressed up...
SO if this few days see me studying..don't be surprised...
cus i have no more ideas how am i going to keep myself feel more warm...
i want my old family back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i will try to control myself...............