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Monday, October 30, 2006 | 8:42 PM | 0 comments
hahas..yays!!!i finally convince my mum that i am going church..she never scold me!!!i am so happy..OLAYS!!!!!!!!!=)yesterday when i was sending meiqi back home at around 11+..we were being scared by a cat..as it was dark at night & it "meow" suddenly in a corner & come near us...although i find it pathetic but i am really scared of it..
i scared any animals which come near me..hahas..this habit cant be change..i ll always tend to dodge away.. i ll try not to miss the chance to get close to animals..I WANT TO CHANGE AWAY MY BAD HABIT!!!as getting close to the animals is the world most wonderful thing..i hope i ll get the chance to just hug an animal...but of course must be without fear.. hope i have someone to guide me along the way..=)
this week have extended program...learning sec 4 work..oh no..just cant believe i am going to be sec 4 !!!!!=)
hope i could find a job asap..oh ya..i ll be going ter an art camp..oh no..hahas...never expect i can go cus i thought is just for those art students...i hope i can learn more during the camp....yup i should listen to zonghan...he teaches me a lesson..i realised where i should work more on...thanks to him...really thanks...if he did not encourage me i won't have the courage to talk to my mum bout church stuffs=)
oh no!
Friday, October 20, 2006 | 8:19 PM | 0 comments
From today onwards, i will try not to use short-forms..mmm..no matter how hard i must not give up the chance to learn english anymore..i should try to speak more english with friends..i want to prove to my friends i can speak english fluently too..hope i can do it...=)Actually, today we should have unit sport day but due to the haze..it is being cancelled..but hooray!!!we got to play captain ball....woots!!!=)so happy!!!yays!!!but before playing captain ball...we have to lead our group members for ice-breaking...but joce went to discuss the treasure hunt activity..& gary, yongyi did not want to help up because they did not want to lead..so poor me...i have to lead all my group members which are sec 1 & 2...oh no...STRESS!!!but luckily i m smart...i asked the extreme elitez to combine with us...
firstly, i want my friends to lead with me...& give me ideas of what to do...& give me the courage to lead our juniors..BECAUSE i want to be enthuastic(oh no i don't know how to spell,if anyone knows pls correct me...Thank you!!!!)
secondly,my team is too small & not enough people..(as i also don't know why)whenever my team-mates(sec 2) ask me 'why our group so less people ah?' i tend to avoid her question...because i also want an answer..but i know i won't get the answer anyway....
woots...so shiok!!! so long never play captainball...finally got to play..the feeling is so shuang!!!!
o no...i forgotten to write in english...mmm...although today i fell down...but i am happy...As i got to feel the concern from my np mates...aw!!!is still pain lorhs!!!=)
shit!!i leg cramp...oh no...but.......................................................................................................................
hooray!!!!!!!!THANK YOU TEAM MATE!!!!YOU MAKE ME VERY,VERY,VERY,VERY,VERY.......PROUD OF YOU ALL TODAY!!!!I AM VERY TOUCHED!!!!REALLY!!!!!!!!!!!oh no! no words can describe my feeling for you all today.....i just hope we can get along well for the rest of the months....=)
after np,michelle,amanda,baoyi,joce,meiqi,samantha,charlene,rebecca & me went to play basketball....oh no! is really very shiok....=)
today baoyi angry...but i know i am in fault...i am sorry...i did not mean it!!!i think later going to apologize to her...
but just now i try to talk to her....she seemed not angry with me...but i did not want any misunderstanding....so yah...
HOPE OUR SEC 3 SQUAD CAN STAY UNITED AS ONE UNIT FOREVER!NO MORE MISUNDERSTANDING BETWEEN US!NO MORE GRUDGES TOO!!!!AMEN!!
shit lahs...
Monday, October 09, 2006 | 2:30 PM | 0 comments
mmm..today hab math paper 1..rush my workin till wanna die liao lerhs..haish..& ms maimunah tell me dat paper 1 tested mostly on sec 2 chapters sho i piang da whole 2a & 2b textbks till 2++ ytd nites...tsk tsk..buddan ter noh avail...she bluff me..oni gort 3 ter 4 qns fr sec 2 chapters lorhs...waste my tym spendin on sec 2 textbk..dan al da qns fr sec 3 tbk i forgotten sho it caused me ter lose quite a loads of marks lerhs..i sho sad lorhs...=(hais...i dun really hab confidence in my paper 1 liao..dan tml habbin paper 2...tsk..today oso dunno wad tym dan can slp lerhs..dan meiqi & me kanna in a one hour lecture by my uncle...erps...hear till wanna slp lorhs..pai sei lorhs,qi....i dunno he will cum today derhs...i m sowwies menn!!!
sho tired..y my uncle cum today..ad fwerst wanna slp ad 12++ derhs lehs..cus early dismissal mahs + late sleep...*yawn* hais......
now cant slp dan hab ter chiong math again later till i finish textbk 3a + 3b +math file...alamak sho much ter do...o menn!!
dan me & qi gort our fwerst own fone(shared fone)...=)dan we zi lian loads inside da fone..tsk tsk...dan we snap here snap dere..shiok sia...=)
i lubbe purple menn!!!purple chio sia...y nort invent a purple dolphin OR a purple star OR a purple crown???WOW!!!!favourite tinggs wif my favourite colour.........FEELIN COOL MENN!!!=)wanna da highlighted stuffs fer my cummin bdae...buddan ll my wish cum true???dun tingg sho bahs...tinggin of buyin a bag wif a crown on it...o menn!!meiqi sae she las tym saw one ad bugis..da wae she describe it hab caught my attention...my comments ish berry chio lorhs..after xams gonna go bugis take a look...Pendin till dat dae..........
enjoyin...
Saturday, October 07, 2006 | 2:28 PM | 0 comments
mmm..ytd went ter CG ad simei..=)really felt da presence of god lerhs..cus i m touched by god...he made me cry my heart out..he made me sense dat dere ish still hope in my life...mmm..and...ish da fwerst tym i m sho "tou ru" dere...i felt dat i can sing da songs dere suddenly...i dunno y??as da past few visits dere i was unable ter follow da songs sho i jus pray quietly ....buddan ytd i did it !!!=)o..i felt great...shit..ytd meiqi discuss ans wif da frens dere..i gort quite a nos. of qns wrong nehs..i scared...mmmm..noh noh... i mus hab confidence...mayb i couldn't get da marks dat i wish ter get..buddan i jush hab da confidence i can pass...jush a feelin....dunno y?? jus dun feel sho worried fer my chem..=)
ytd went downstair da blk ter plae lantern..hahas...playin lantern??wah..dis ish da fwerst tym since pri 3 i m playin lantern.....kinda afraid menn..scared dat my lantern ll catch fire=)...buddan of cus i lyk ter play wif candle more..i jus find candle interestin....wen we went upstair, a loads of ppl ask me.."y play wif candle..da others bully eu ah?" hahas sho ma lu...=)
i hab a great tym dere...& ish da fwerst tym i m celebratin mooncake festival wif sho much frens...mmm...next yr ll we b able ter celebrate together again??=)
god pls help me....how m i goin ter made my parents nort ter suffer again??i ll try ter work in da holidays...buddan i dun tingg da money ish enuff...wad ter do????mon & tue paper ish math lehs...i ll try al my best ter cover al subjects derhs....=)
Sho happy menn!!
Friday, October 06, 2006 | 10:34 AM | 0 comments
mmm..ytd nebba update blog cus go slp liao dan wake up ter study mahs sho noh tym sia..=)ytd da chi paper gort two qns nebba do...sho sad lorhs hohs..=(buddan i mus be confidence..i can pass derhs..yahs..dan da ying yong wen i any how write..wad cum out from my heart i jush write..oso nort sure whether ll i get it rites nort..jush follow wad my heart tingg....dan da bao zhang bao dao..i write quite a loads of chim chim words lorhs hohs..dan oso nort sure ish it fluence nort...sianz diao!!!i dun even nod da meanin of da "chim chim" words lahs hohs..dan use da dictionary & anyhow find words ter write lorhs hohs..tsk tsk...HOPELESS ah..=)sho happy lorhs today..i hab full confidence in my chem menn!!& ish da fwerst i m habin sho much confidence lahs hohs..today sho high menn!!=)wooo...sho shiok da feelin today..
later goin wif qi ter cell group..=)da oni tingg i scared ad cell group ish dat i ll get leg cramp every tym...arghs!!!!!!!!!!!=)
wah..tml jiu lantern festival lerhs....or today??ah.....forgotten liao..=)nvm..happy jiu hao lerhs...i mus really learn fr my own 名言,dat ish "treasure every moments in ur life today...dun every tym stay in da past..or nort ever tingg of wad ll cum tml..jus tingg wad tingg eu wanna do today...wad ever dat ish goin ter make today da happiest moments in ur life & dat ish enuff..of cus.eu can put da past memories in ur bottom of ur heart instead of tingging of da past every tym rites?=)sho y nort spend every day meaningfully rites???sho let every "today" ter b a happy "today" yahs????"=)hope i ll b da whole world most happiest ppl...god bless...=)
SMILESMILESMILESMILESMILESMILESMILESMILESMILESMILESMILESMILESMILE!!!
yays!!
Wednesday, October 04, 2006 | 4:28 PM | 0 comments
wow..sho happy dat english xam hab finally over liao..tml habbing chinese..wah..i finally can finish my paper in tym menn!!normally i coundn't finish derhs..common test dat tym i oso cant do finish esp da summary..nort cant do finish ish nort even started jiu tym up lerhs.. =)thanks god fer helpin me..
o menn..me & meiqi ish aloy de ren liao lerhs...=)jushh playin derhs lahs..mmm..really felt sho happy today lehs..I FINALLY CAN FINISH MY PAPER LIAO!!!=)
tml hab listening lehs fer chinese...gonna go dig ears later!!if nort later cant hear properly lahs hohs.. =)
o yahs..today da situation writin which was da complaint letter..i wrote da wrong format fer da address lehs..sho sad.. minus 1 mark lehs...=(
today brought mp3 ter sch buddan forgotten ter brin ear piece...stupid lahs hohs..dan brin lerhs ish = ter nth...Shit lahs..tired nehs..ytd slp ad 1++ again..tsk tsk...lyk panda liao..=)
wow needa go study liao..SIANZATION menn!!! i mus TOLERATE & fight till da end...
o noh..
Tuesday, October 03, 2006 | 10:06 PM | 0 comments
wah..today felt sho sleepy menn!!cus last nitez slp ad 1++..mmm..sho slp durin lessons..dan teacher dun even care..kanna bully by da guys..as dey kept on sayin wad whu lyk me here lyk me dere derhs...stupid ritez..tsk tsk childish...=)dis few weeks tingg i fastin bahs..=)wif meiqi lahs hohs...today went ter buy rings & pins wif my stead, meiqi lahs hohs..dan she berri pro lahs hohs..tear price tags oso can break da ring into half lahs hohs..=)dan we exchange ring after we buy...sho sweet hohs??=)
mmm..tml english test lerhs..& ish eoy lerhs..hope i can pass..my aim ish ter get 60+..god bless...amen..today study wif jun wei , qi & a frenz(dunno her name)pai sei..we went ter study buddan end up becum shoppin..=)o menn!!gonna xams lerhs still shop hohs...=)
i mus RELAX..i scared tml i ll b nervous..nvm.."da day eu stop ter worry,eu hab put god fwerst in ur life"...
shld i lyk a bung instead..
Monday, October 02, 2006 | 7:05 PM | 0 comments
hahas...nowadays..saw sum bungs sho shuai lorhs..tsk tsk...o menn m i turnin crooked??=)erps...i tingg nebba bahs..mmm..ytd use da candles & do sth fer zh wif meiqi...hahas.. do till 11 ter 12am lyk dat...wah tired buddan berri fun...hahas..
dan while waitin fer meiqi's brother,we walked round & round my hse downstair derhs...wait sho long oso nebba seen her bro's shadow..dan we both becum berri worried...cus i seen quite loads of mysterious missin file...o menn!! we were really berri worried..
dan meiqi bro called...he sae he went ter buy sth ter eat..dan went home...along da way he did saw us buddan he dun really comfirmed ish us sho he went home..whoosh...luckily...he mei shi...
REALLY sho scary..sianzation!!!gonna go ter study lerhs..hais...i mus jia you!!jia you jia you jia you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wah..stress!!!
Sunday, October 01, 2006 | 3:41 PM | 0 comments
mmm...ytd go ter meiqi's cell group again..go dere ter de-stress a bit..hahas..wow.al thanks ter god..i am really able ter feel relieved a bit..buddan sad.. today cant go..hais..dey al goin ter watch movie...wow..shld b berri fun bahs..cus dey helpin zh ter celebrate bdae mahs..today study chem..& nort bad i could understand..buddan of cus i still hab quite a nos of qns derhs..hahas..buddan i wun gib up..i ll try al my best..& da rest ter god lerhs..cus if i really try al my best lerhs i cant do any tingg lerhs mahs...rites?jus now oso study da small note book on ss dat jas lend us...ern...make me understand a bit oso..i tingg i ll need ter use dese ter study fer ss bahs..as ss ish al bout memorisin & understandin mahs...sho noh choice bahs..hais..feels sho stress up menn!!jus hope xams can quicly over dan can go work=)shit...WED WED WED...y sho fast...sho less tym ter study lerhs...wah... dan after xams i ll hab black cresents under my eyes menn!!!=)
god help me pls...amen...