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6 more days ter xams!!Arghh...
Friday, September 29, 2006 | 6:24 PM | 0 comments
wow... sho long dan update blog worhs..whole day study study study derhs fer dese few weeks...busy dao siiao..sho tired too..sum tym study till midnites..wow..pon on tues:)cus in sch nebba learn a single tingg as well stay ad home ritez.. hahas..actually my uncle ad home i oso dun wan ter b ad home cus he suxx..he bastard..idiotic menn!!he bias derhs..hate him..buddan i really dun wan ter be a full of hatred person..burt i hab my limit..i scared one day i cant bear it..i need sum one ter help me...
& owaes wen my sister do wrongly he ll owaes blame me fer nth..even if i dunno anytingg..ish lyk noh matter wad i do he wun b satisfy lorhs..& owaes wen he beat my mei wif a cane wen my mei dunno how ter solve a math qns.he became berri angry..dan i ll owaes be his *chu qi tong*..ish berri unfair lorhs..
my mei & my cumming xams falls on da same day & sho i m being called tym by tym out ter be caned..wen my mei made him angry by dunno how ter do da math qns..i m owaes da one whu he called..i hab been tolerating since young!!i m feelin berri irritated day by day...i m tired lerhs..really!!!
i ll remain a cheerful gal as everyone seen...i ll nort ever cry out in front of anyone..i ll hide my sorrow side & show my happy-go-lucky side..cus i dun wan anyone ter ke lian me..cus if eu comfort me..i ll really burst out & cry!!!!i jus hope dat my uncle would neglect me rather dan torturin me..i really hab enuff lorhs..& my parents gort lend money fr my uncle b4 sho dey didnt wan ter make da situation big sho dey jus nebba pursue dis matter...buddan i nod dat my parents lub me more dan my siblin....& dat ish enuff..sum tym i even try ter gib up my studies cus of my uncle..cus wenever i pass my xams wif flyin colours he ll owaes claimed dat ish he teach me dan i can pass derhs...he bullshit lorhs ish i study on my own derhs lorhs..dan wen i really fail my papers,he ll beat me & sae i nebber take down notes & nort payin attention in class....he nort even teach me anytingg he hab noh ritez ter beat me lorhs..
buddan now i nod ish nort worth it ter use my future ter b angry wif him....i mus tingg of my parents!!!!i mus pass al my sub fer my end-of-yr...
today in class 3b chaotic!!!
Thursday, September 14, 2006 | 2:59 PM | 0 comments
mmm.mr ang tau sar whu ish our form teacher cum ss teacher..teaching ish chao lan menn!!!eu gib him teach rite eu can vomit blood lorhs..eu cant even understand a single tingg lorhs..& he ish a irresponsible teacher i hab ever seen in my whole life lorhs..he dun wan ter hear our explanation in da fwerst place & owaes ask us ter' shut up ' OR ' offence form '... wen ever meiqi doing np work in class,he will start ter quarrel wif her.. dan those from npcc ll ask him nort ter jealous lahs hohs.. kana sack by np dan lyk dat liao lorhs..dan meiqi oso dun care and continue ter do. and he lub to quarrel wif magdelene too.. hahas.. without fail derrhs lorhs hohs..dan mag owaes win him dan he bu shuang & wanted to call her parents or wad lorhs hohs.. but he lyk ter crap a loads.. sae wan ter call our parents,buddan in the end, dunno how mani mths liao still nebba call lorhs.. & his OFFENCE FORM oso say say nia lorhs hohs.. he brin up oso nebba gib us derhs lorhs hohs.. hahas.. HE IS A DARN LOUSY TEACHER WE EVER HAB MENN!!!boos!!!& heard dat he went ter other classes & tell dat class 3b & 3c re useless bum larhs hohs...sho angry lorhs...wanna bash him lahs hohs..dan today a relief teacher cum & replace ang tau sar...hahas..she ish sho gentle lorhs hohs..her voice sho soft lahs hohs...dan funny ish Gary asked da teacher "ur armpit flooding ah??"arhg..sho gross menn!!eee..buddan ter b true it ish really berri obvious lorhs hohs.. hahas..dan raymond raise up his both arms..& ask da teacher ter follow his actions...OMG!!dey re sho bad norhs..
i m glad dat i gort listen ter lessons recently..me & meiqi sit together in class lahs hohs..dan we were listening attentively all da lessons lorhs..*nan de*lehs..tsk tsk..hard cases lehz hohs..did eu see sun rises from da east???ahas..o menn!!mayb cus xams ish round da corner lerhs bahs..meiqi ish really high recently lorhs hohs....eat wrong medicine mahs??hahas.i m sho bad menn!!ahas..dan she influence me lahs hohs..dan my laughing button auto on lahs hohs...dan lyk "siao zha bor"... lyk jus from woodbridge released derhs lorhs hohs..hahas..
Studyin!!!
Wednesday, September 13, 2006 | 11:38 PM | 0 comments
Ahas..Study,Study,Study...on 7/9/06(thurs), went ter Woodlands library ter study wif meiqi,Eio,Jasmine & Darryl..Buddan Jasmine went off early ad bout 2 ++...it ish berri quiet as noone tok..hahas.buddan i lyk it cus lyk dat dan can study mahs..Bud i really felt mself sho stupid menn!a loads of math qns dunno how ter do...hais!!!ish lyk sho ben lahs hohs..if sum tym tingg back..y m i sho lazy..if i dilligent a bit i could b able ter do well in my common test lerhs mahs..hais..sho sad norhs..fail 3 subjects..i promise i ll do wel in my end-of-yr!!cus i realised my mistakes..i ll use al my best ter studies..As xams ish ard da corner lerhs..sho now feelin sho stress up...cant relax rite now....mus chiong!!!i tingg ish less dan 3 weeks lerhs..i ll forced mself ter study derhs..buddan whu can teach me a way ter keep me awake wen i m tired while studyin??i really need help on dis!!cus ss dis subject owaes make me wanna slp menn!!God helps me!!God bless me!!:)
Recalling da days during sec 3 camp....
| 10:46 PM | 0 comments
On da 10th ter 12th march, we al hab our sec 3 adventure camp ad da Sarimbun campsite.on da fwerst day, wen we fwerst went ter sch, our feeling was sho tired & bored. We tot dat we wld hab suffered ad da camp & we oso hab ter brin loads of stuffs dere especially dose whu re in np lyk me!we al hab ter brin full u+boots+belt+berei+our camp stuffs..haiyo..it was really a loads!On da fwerst day of camp, we hab np service till 6pm! bud b4 goin fer da camp, we hab games wif da trainers!fr da campsite..dey re sho fun!After 1330,we went down ter hab our np tinggs while da others proceed ter da campsite wif da trainers & sum teachers!hehes..after 6pm,we also went ter da campsite ter join dem!hahas..wen we go dere, it ish oreadi dinner tym..After putting our bags, we took our plates+ mugs+utensils out ter hab dinner!Our frens were happy ter invite us back..Sho gan dong!!After assembling ad da canteen , we went ter take our food..Surprisingly!da queeue was chao long!wen i reached da food..wow,i was surprised dat it was sho sumptuous!hees..it was da fwerst tym i hab sho mani delicious veg in a camp..Xiao dong who was ter serve us brocoli..hahas..ji siao me..he oni serve one small brocoli..ahas..buddan i nod he ish jus playing wif me nia..After habbing our dinner , we were announced ter assemble ad da mountaineous hall..my group trainer was Wayne..He ish a funny & caring guy...He ish our learning statue menn!!he lyk calling ppl 'darling' here & dere...ahas...And of cus, my group name sh Clark Quay(grp 2)..hahas...Then,we went ter da hall ter hab song session..we hab learnt loads of songs menn! After dat we hab da nite activity..we played blindfoldin game!!!it was fun!!dis ish ter let us learn how ter use other senses instead of sense of sight..i hab finally understand a blindman's feeling lerhs..OMG!ish sho pathetic menn!!It ish sho memorable..during supper , oni da guys were eating cuz al da gals share our talks wif Wayne..Wayne ish really understandin menn!!:)
ter save my naggin..i carry on wif da 2nd day wich was da last day!!We hab nasi lemak duin breakfast...it ish chao delicious..mmm...We went fer rock climbin & sth else..sho enjoyable!! We oso went ter climb over a blk of wall...oh menn!!dat ish ma lu fer me menn...As i m afraid of height...Sho yahs..buddan i do enjoy it!Durin da 3rd day , we *she bu de* ter leave da camp!!cus dere ish too much memories lerhs!!!!!!really too many..& ke lian de Wayne shouted sho much..cus we were too playful lerhs bahs...i ll rmb al da trainers menn!!eu al re really gudd leaders!:)